Engaged, enraged, and exhausted:
the first gets me out of bed;
the second keeps me upright and moving;
the third lays me down
and also reminds me that
there will be an end to this someday.
Engaged, enraged, and exhausted:
the first gets me out of bed;
the second keeps me upright and moving;
the third lays me down
and also reminds me that
there will be an end to this someday.
Here they are:
the fruits of
our long and dirty labor
falling from their trees,
hitting the ground as rotten
as the heartwood that fed them.
When they break,
they will split, expose
their mush, stink.
It’s up to us
to rake them all up,
burn them, salt the ground
where they grew,
cut down sprouts,
end this. Of course
there can be no promise
that no missed seeds
will fall to the ground
to grow again
into a poisonous
stranglehold
on what we hold dear,
but we must put hope aside
as a luxury until
we’ve fulfilled the hope
that those who came before
put into us. This
is our job. These
are our fruits, reeking
of us and our inattention
and lax oversight. Until
we atone and set our garden
right, what right do we have to hope?