Every time I open up a day
in silence — washing dishes
or entering thoughts in a diary —
I am shut down by a song
whenever something catches my ear
and seizes hold; an unusually strong bass
incessantly repeated
until I can shut it off
and move on unbothered
by it at the least; at the best
it is gone for good
though it will come back
on occasion, whenever I let
my guard down. I try not to,
but I do. I have lost so many
thoughts and random items
to a bass buzz now, coming up
unbidden, haunting me
like some legend from a past
I learned about elsewhere
and seized on it — yes, that’s it,
I hear it speaking to me —
except no one else
hears it but me
and I close my eyes
and try not to speak of it —
I try to move along
but it insists that I hear it,
that I listen even if
I say nothing to it or about it;
it is a snake’s hiss after all
and I am powerless to make it cease.
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onward,
T

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