Thinking of
the current
ragtag state of us:
our ramshackle bodies,
crude hovels staggered below
hillside mansions.
As always, our pains
are best explained
in our own idiolects,
so we try to listen
to each other,
to hold on to each other.
It’s not been easy,
this long approach to the
Abyss.
To bolster us
as we attempt to bridge it,
or prepare to fall, what we have
is memory, each other,
attention, connection,
each other once again;
shared anger, shared compassion;
hope and its near-companion,
each other.
It’s darker than we thought.
Our ramshackle bodies
whisper to each other
in our own tongues
and strive to understand.
Some do, some don’t,
some find it easier not to listen. Not
to even hear. So much shouting,
shooting, fire, gas,
gaslighting that illuminates
nothing but its source.
Each other, we say. We
reach for each other.
All we have. Our ramshackle,
ransacked lives.
Our connections. Our hope
that we will find each other
among slow-building piles of ruin.