While working on someone else’s work
strictly for my pocket’s improvement
I’ve been thinking all day of
cresting a deep drone tone
played on a dark electric guitar
as if it were a wave far out at sea
racing toward land overnight
across the whole of an ocean
moving toward the shore of a stage
where it will break
and alter everyone in attendance
with a drench of black sound
I don’t know how to create it
and from guilt over things undone
I’ve touched no guitar today to try and learn
But tomorrow — come tomorrow
I’ll put in less time on someone’s job
and bettering my normalcy
Instead will surf the deep ocean
riding the imperceptible wave in my ears
from origin to end to see what comes with it
from abyssal depth or strange port
as if I were a brave sailor and not
a prosaic and mundane slump of a man
worried about bills and chest pains
to the exclusion of making the music I’m here to make
along with words to ride the wave
all the way over the shelves of shore
into the high tide line
so everyone there gasps and says
they were glad to be present when it came
to be present for such a sound