Look at me
longing to flip tables,
pile and burn them
in front of temples
and banks. Look at me
dreaming.
Look at me
with the words on my lips:
resist, disengage, revolt,
fight back. Look at me
pretending I’m an undeclared
war inside; look at me
dreaming
with whetstone
and oil and
blade; look at me
pronouncing the old word,
“guerilla,” rolling it on
my lips as if I know
anything, anything at all
beyond wild dreams.
Look at me.
Maybe
the operative phrase here
is “look at me.”
Maybe
all I want is a stage and
a moment where I get to say
“pinch me, is this real
or am I still dreaming
revolutionary dreams?” to
an audience and have them
come up on stage and pinch me
in lieu of taking a stab
or a bullet wound. We all get to
take part.
My dreaming of
righteous fury? That’s
my honored part. You looking at me
as I do it? That’s
your glorious part.