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Tiro de Cuerda

Originally posted 5/28/2010.

Tiro de cuerda —

Spanish for
the perfect tension
on a guitar string,
the strain
that frees its song.

Over time, tuning and
retuning to that pitch
will weaken the string,
and I have more than once
seen a player, rock god
or flamenco acolyte,
knowingly or not,

snap one
and keep playing,
finding a new course among those
remaining;

but I have never heard
a recording that included
that sound,
the sound of recovery,
the sound of getting past
certain disaster
without looking back — 

unless of course
I take into account
what it takes for any one
with a vision or song
to achieve their own
tiro de cuerda,
to stretch themselves

to their crying point,

then go one breath
beyond it.


The Facts We Hate

Originally posted 11/24/2013, titled “The Bands We Hate.”

In the Seventies I was
a viciously cool boy
who loved certain bands
and hated others,

who thought music should only be
guitar and Big Noise made

by those who seemed
a lot like me;  certainly

there were exceptions; 
they were old and honored
mostly for not being dead,
unless they were dead.

We argued endlessly about 
what was and what was not 
worth our time, then sneered
endlessly at so much…

it was only later that I dimly understood
the sulfurous truth that likely lay behind
the words “Disco Sucks,” and later
the words “Rap Is Not Music.”

It’s become clear to me
that to rant about the bands we hate
is in fact more likely about 
the fear of losing primacy;

it’s become clear to me
that some of us are so brainless
we can’t hear a thing through
the sheets that hang over our ears.


Terrain

love those singers
so filled from birth
with mountains
that crags show
in all their songs

same love
for those
with flatlands within
whose stories sprawl
toward long horizons

love for all holding back
oceans lakes and rivers
for those who pour forth tales
awash in flow and ebb
skimming surface then plunging in

in some a snap of hard heels
on pavement echoing
among brownstones and tenements
a subway jangle in every song
busy air in every breath

there may be a singer
whose songs offer no hint of a landscape
cannot imagine that
but it might be peaceful
to hear such things

until then praises
for the slices of this world
offered in each song or tale
small maps of memory’s terrain
melody in topography


Still Life

still life 
with rockabilly:

early morning after
hair’s a stiff mess
boots still on
they must stink but
inside ’em
toes are

still tappin’


Disorder By Joy Division

Walls,
pitiful walls,
standing skewed against
erosion and time;
roof caving in,
floors rotted through,
windows broken
so that leftover glass
looks like remainder teeth;
what’s left of curtains
looks like rags stuck
in between.

I pull the earbuds out
so I can stop listening
to “Disorder”
by Joy Division,
which was a new song
when I lived in this house.
I left before
it became an old song,
which it is now.
I left before disorder
set in here
and destroyed my home,
which it still is now,
somehow.

As for me,
as I am now?
It’s getting out of hand —

Jam the buds
back into my head.
Look for a song
about building
something new.
Something new —

I’m tired
of having
the rags of old songs
in my mouth.


At The Guitar Shop

Clean look,
dirty sound.
Simple as water
over stones,

built to be
capable of 
peeling paint
and then brushing on

a transparency
that reveals
the grain
and nothing else.

Keep the 
the volume up high enough
and the tone will 
take care of itself.

One chord
tells you
everything you need
to know.

It’s strong
up against you
and the vibrating
might not stop,

not ever.  All
your chakras are shaking
from root
to crown 

and with that chord
a song was just born
so there’s no choice now
but to take this home 

and play along.


Stormy Monday Wardrobe Blues

Texas bluesmen,
we used to say, were the
sharply dressed
razor laser player exceptions
to our rule —

the worse they dress,
the better they play —

said rule exemplifed
one night in our local club
by Wayne Bennett,
master of strings for Bobby Blue Bland,
playing with a pickup band,
destroying us with his hollowbody
while dressed in non matching
polyester plaid pants and jacket.

Texas bluesmen dressed better,
played well, played really well,
but Wayne Bennett was better —
Wayne Bennett, from Oklahoma.

That night Wayne Bennett
in mismatched jacket and pants
looked right at me,
chewed gum
and nodded while he played
“Stormy Monday.”

I’ve dressed terribly
ever since,
still hoping for
that non-Texan lightning
to strike me
though I’m starting to believe
that clothes don’t always
make the man.


Music Theory

Headsmack:

guitar chords, drums,
bass, a vocal, lyrics
smart enough
or stupid enough:
no more, no less.

Mood dependent:

might approve a keyboard,
horn, second vocal,
lead guitar.

Mood adjacent:

get big, get busy
with every polyrhythm
polyamorous for all
other sounds.  Balalaika,
bouzouki, bodhran,
zither, timbale, woodblock.

Mood shifter:

fingers, strings,
no voice.  Let’s hear
ladders, let’s hear ascent
and descent upon
a fretted neck.

If there’s no mood at all

what’s needed,
what comes to mind,
is interstellar space,
travel to
Pure Land on
pure mind:
saxophone chasm Tesseract,
points A and B
peaks in a range,
hurtling all of the in between
in one leap.


Hokum

Hokum 
they called it

lowdown pun-funny blues
about
putting fruit in her basket
or
grinding his meat
or
how much she longs for 
a little sugar in her bowl

Tampa Red said
it’s tight like that
and Ma Rainey agreed
and just this side of all that
even Robert Johnson
had hot tamales (they’re red hot)
for sale

and people smiled
and some no doubt got laid
though no doubt
few got paid
Got to trust the hokum
to pick you up
on a Saturday night

Way back then
a couple of White boys
called the Allen Brothers
liked what they heard
laid down a few songs like that
They did a fine job
So fine a job
their songs were released
in their label’s 
“race records” series
by mistake

They sued
for damage to their reputation
and left their label

I read a scholarly article
on hokum once
that said the best of the genre’s lyrics
compared favorably to Chaucer

Some comparisons
evidently
are more favorable than others


A Painting

The Hammond organ:
wet wide brush,
thick colors. Warm
tones.

Fender P-Bass:
smacks down dark hues,
richer, deeper, rounder
shapes.

Telecaster:
pointillist stinger
chattering spatter
patterns everywhere.

Ludwig kit with
an old Gretsch snare:
possibly, under the paint,
an ancient figure rising?

Let the baritone sax
call it out,
all-dimensioned,
sketching then filling in details.

Remind me, please:
why do we need a singer?
Why frame this work
that already works so well unframed?


Rewind/Fast Forward/Eject

is the title of a soca song
I love to sing
a soca song I love to sing
from an album
released in 1994
released in 1994 on vinyl CD
and cassette
in 1994 when those words
made sense
to a cassette owner
a cassette tape owner
someone who owned and listened to
cassettes
someone who fell in love with a song
and rewound it and replayed it
until it broke
and had to be discarded
had to be ejected and tossed away

less than a generation from now
no one will understand this song
the way a cassette owner understood it
watching the tape gather on the left hand reel
thinking is that far enough?
trying to interpret high speed backwards noise
hitting play to see if it was far enough
hitting rewind and fast forward
and play
and then one last rewind
to position the tape
right at the beginning
of the wanted song
hitting eject when the time came
to change 
reluctantly
to another song

it wasn’t just about 
hitting repeat
or choosing a track number
love
and obsession used to be
analog processes
that took time and precision
took attention and 
esoteric understanding
of what little you could see and hear
how to read subtleties
how to fall back satisfied and then
how to move on

love was a soca song
played endlessly 
over and over
beginning to end to beginning again
until it was over
until it was over
until it was at last over and done


In The Clear With Robert Johnson

In the clear
with Robert Johnson,

his hellhound
far behind for once,

a crossroad up ahead
but it’s noon and with nothing

left to deal 
there’s not much fear 

of encountering anything more
than a bit of traffic.

It’s all so ordinary.
You would think

that having Ghost Bob
silent at my side, 

his Kalamazoo slung caseless
across his back, 

would be reason enough
for fear sweat — no.

He’s a comfort, with hand 
on my shoulder, a nod

for every choice I make.
On the rare occasions

he sits and plays, almost never
a blue note’s heard.  

Once I begged him
to stop and bend a string or two

for my sake. He turned away
and played twelve bars

of what he still had inside,
and I broke a little.

I’m still broken — hence, this journey.
I feel a need to apologize

for making him
give me that

when he so clearly
wanted it left behind him

with the big black dog,
with the hat tipper

at the last intersection
who had mocked him

for going somewhere,
anywhere,

as if he could outrun
his Creditor

by simply not playing
the blues.

We’re stuck together,
Robert and me,

by our compulsions 
but not today,

today it’s by choice
and the sun’s out

and Bob plays
“Every Man A King,”

a song neither of us
believe in,

but it’s fun to pretend
now and then

that we can’t hear
the Dog behind us,

and that two roads crossing
is just a mark on a map.


Bad Band

I’m pretending to be
a bad band
silenced by changing tastes

sitting round mourning the fads
of the record industry
and the general public

scheming publicity stunts
and abrupt shifts in musical direction
under the guise of experimentation and growth

or perhaps instead actually thinking 
and planning experimentation and growth
as inspired by changing musical directions

knowing that no one
will believe the latter
makes for bitter blather

I pretend I’m a bad band
because the alternative
is to face myself as a bad man

and know that no one else
can possibly have my back
when it comes to reinvention


The Bands We Hate

The condemnation
of a popular rock band
says more about
those who condemn it
than about the band itself.

For every one who
condemns the band,
there are ten who 
adore them

and none of the condemnation
ever does a thing for the world

except perhaps serve as
a shiny little token
of our deep need to hate
something, anything,

even when we are liberal enough
or smart enough
to show no hatred for those things
which would lead to our own 
condemnation,

though
on occasion
those things can be discerned 
through analysis
of the bands we say we hate…

says the man, once a viciously cool boy,
who only dimly got
the sulfurous truth that lay behind
his generation’s “Disco Sucks”
rage,

and the later one about 
“Rap’s Not Music,”

and about something brewing now
about old versus young,
about fun versus depth,
about slick versus raw,
about…
the very notion
of 
“versus”
itself.  

Every discussion
about the bands we hate
is in fact a discussion
about the fear
of losing primacy.


Listening to Jimi’s New Shit And Losing It

A dead man is singing and playing.
It happens all the time.
It has now for some years.
Since the phonograph.
Not long at all.
Used to be it never happened.
It’s kind of a new thing.
No wonder we fear zombies.
We have them here on record.
Have them on film.
They move, they sing, they never leave.
How are we supposed to miss them?
We want a proper moment with their absence.
Want to call this feeling grief.
Want to call it mourning.
If you’re dead you’re dead Jimi Hendrix.
Stay dead.
Stay a legend.
Don’t keep up the Zombie Franchise!
However much adored this is.
However much goddamn good this is.
However much good this does to hear it.
We would have gotten by without it.
We would have gotten over the loss at some point.
Don’t like loving it.
Loving it anyway.
It appears they aren’t gone.
Like they never left.
Hear them out there.
Like a train whistle off a ways.
Hear my train a comin’.
Hear my train go by.
A dead man playing real live blues.
I hear my angel fly.