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Continuing the story

Whew.

It’s been a whirlwind of a standstill this month. Feels like nothing is getting done and everything is perched,waiting to begin.

On a prosaic level, that’s true. I’m perched on a very high tier in that my motor skills are pretty sharp and my intellectual skills are also good.

On a more profound level, it’s not so great. I still have trouble with getting my ideas across and occasionally the word salad in my head tries to eat them. Those times I have to stop and let the storm calm itself before setting out or moving on.

There are also work travails and other stuff I won’t bore you with right now. Suffice to say I won’t be doing much. I do have some poetry gigs coming up, but I cannot cross that bridge just yet.

Word of advice?

Don’t have a stroke.

Onward,
T


Time off

I’m taking a few days off for a health issue. Sorry to those who read daily. Go read some older stuff, please. Thank you for reading. Be well.

— Tony


The new solo album is OUT.

https://tonybrown2.bandcamp.com/album/songs-from-the-couch

There’s the link to my first and probably only solo album, “Songs From The Couch.”  Out right now on Bandcamp. $10 US dollars.  Not currently planning on putting it out on the other streaming services. 

If you happen to be a member of my Patreon site, I will be happy to send you a code to help you download the album and get unlimited streaming on the site for FREE. 

I’m finishing work on my full length manuscript and then that will be searching for a home…

Starting a new job next week — gave up my business as not giving me enough to live on anymore.  The volume of poems here will likely diminish for a while at least.

Thanks in advance for your interest and support. 

Tony


Nothing in this post is about poetry.

Just putting this out there.

I’m a really good training and development professional.

I’ve designed, developed, and delivered literally hundreds of interpersonal skills courses to audiences from the C-suite to line staff in industrial, corporate, governmental, and non-profit settings. I have extensive experience as a platform trainer in person and have done similar programs virtually for longer than just the pandemic era. (I don’t develop eLearning myself, but I know and have worked with folks who do.)

I can work with you and your organization to adjust my content for your needs, or we can develop something from the ground up.

I don’t believe in gimmicks, buzzwords, and slogans of the moment. I believe in doing the right thing and keeping things simple, real, and ethically sound.

I never talk about this stuff, but I need work, and I think I’ve shortchanged myself in not making that part of my career more public.

There are people on here who can testify to my skill level; I won’t put them on the spot, but feel free, folks. (In some cases they are bound by corporate policies to not say anything about my performance. No pressure.)

Anyway, if this is interesting to you, or if you think I might be able to help you with an issue? Hit me up and we can talk.

I’ll also entertain questions here in public if it makes sense.

30+ years of experience is available for your use. I’d love to talk to you.

Thanks.


Urgent need

I received some devastating news today about a delay in my current workflow.  I’m self-employed and work that had been promised for July and August has been delayed, possibly until September. Which leaves me with little to no income for the next two months.

While I scramble to make it up, there will be a delay in doing so. I’m applying to other jobs like crazy but it’s still going to be brutal.  

I’ve set up a GoFundMe to help.  I did it when I anticipated this might happen and now, it has.  Here is the address.

I’m of course still taking subscriptions to the Patreon,

And if you are interested in my workshops, send me a note through here.  

Please folks.  I need all the help I can get.  Thanks.


State Of The Art, May 2023

A life update.

On Sundays I do editing and transfer of the week’s writing from here to word-processing files.

This week, I added 5 poems for YTD total of 114 posted, including 1 exclusive for patrons that doesn’t appear on the Dark Matter blog. On pace to at least equal last year’s total poems posted. Coulda fooled me until I checked it this AM. I feel far behind that.

Quality is another matter entirely. I generally have a moment in spring where things feel way off. I need some distance between the poems and me before I can assess the state of the Work.

I’m still trying to figure out a way to make more $ with this work, to have it be more self-sustaining. The hustle is hard and I’m bad at it. (No more GoFundMe! I want to work for it.)

I’ve got two workshops (same course, two different sessions) coming in August; still trying to make Patreon work — it’s good, I think, but I seem to have hit a wall on new subscribers and I’ve lost a few, too. Hit me up if you want more info on any of that.

Still working my training consulting business, of course, but we are getting toward summer which is the slow season for training sessions as they frequently conflict with vacations, etc. I’ve already had two work proposals delayed indefinitely for even confirming, and I know that’s part of the issue with at least one.

Bills don’t stop though.

I’m also spending more time with my mother right now. Sister’s own health problems are keeping her from doing a lot of caregiver work consistently and I’m filling in the holes. Spending a lot of time down there at the house, which fucks with my mood and energy.

Happy Mother’s Day to those in the mood for it; take care of yourselves if it’s a hard day for you.


Patreon and Workshop info

If you like what I do here, you have a couple of options to support the Work. 

First off, there’s always the Patreon site where I host exclusive readings and offer eBooks, recordings, and videos of and about the Work. As little as $1 a month will get you there. Any amount is appreciated. 

https://www.patreon.com/TonyBrown

Second, I periodically run workshops for both Patrons and the general public. Here’s a workshop I’m running to close out National Poetry Month…

https://www.facebook.com/events/616902663639634

I hope you’ll consider becoming a part of one or both. I’m working very hard to make my poetry a larger part of my life and a bigger part of my support income.  If you like what I do, these are ways to help make it all happen. 

Thanks,
Tony


Repeating info on Patreon, Workshops, etc.

I know I’ve posted all this before but I’m trying to consolidate info into one post and keep it current. So…here we go.  

(Includes a new payment option for the workshops.)  

1.
I’ll be releasing an initially exclusive album of poems and music to Patrons subscribed at the $25/month tier on my site whenever I reach the goal of $1000/month in contributions (less than $200 to go now).

If you join or upgrade to the $15 dollar/month or above level by end of Saturday, tomorrow, April 1 — you’ll get it too. Little incentive for all.

Link to join: https://www.patreon.com/TonyBrown 

2.
I’m running Zoom workshops on: April 16 (The Poetry Of Place) and April 30 (Voice, Craft, and the Line)
that will be free to patrons of the site at the $10/month level and up.

Time for both: Sundays, 5 to 7 PM EDT.

I need payment for this first workshop by Saturday, April 15. Zoom link will be sent upon payment.

If you want to attend without being a Patron, it’s $35 for one, $50 for both, payable through PayPal or Venmo. Links to both are now available and will be sent upon payment.

PayPal: tony.w.brown@gmail.com
Venmo: @Anthony-Brown-95
CashApp: $DuendeProj

Thanks in advance.

T


Taking a break

I hate to do this to you all in the middle of National Poetry Month, but I feel that for my mental and physical health, I need to step away briefly from the practice of writing daily. 

Extreme financial, hard emotional, and low-grade-getting-stronger physical stress are making it hard for me to focus on anything other than getting solvent and feeling better. It’s very hard to write right now.

I’m a little surprised that this is the thing that needs to be set aside right now. But I do feel like it’s the right thing. I feel like my entire being is saying “enough for now.”  I’m going to listen to it.

I’ll be back. As it is, I’m doing a feature reading this week and running two poetry workshops via Zoom (on the 16th and 30th), so I’m not abandoning poetry work completely. (Contact me if you want more information on any of that.)

Until I see you again, be well. 

T


Patreon goals, new poetry/music album, and poetry workshops

I know I’ve posted all this before but I’m trying to consolidate info into one post and keep it current. So…here we go.  Includes a new payment option for the workshops.  

1.
I’ll be releasing an initially exclusive album of poems and music to Patrons subscribed at the $25/month tier on my site whenever I reach the goal of $1000/month in contributions (less than $200 to go now).

If you join or upgrade to the $15 dollar/month or above level by end of Saturday, tomorrow, April 1 — you’ll get it too. Little incentive for all.

Link to join: https://www.patreon.com/TonyBrown 

2.
I’m running Zoom workshops on: April 16 (The Poetry Of Place) and April 30 (Voice, Craft, and the Line)
that will be free to patrons of the site at the $10/month level and up.

Time for both: Sundays, 5 to 7 PM EDT.

If you want to attend without being a Patron, it’s $35 for one, $50 for both, payable through PayPal or Venmo. Links to both are now available and will be sent upon payment.

PayPal: tony.w.brown@gmail.com
Venmo: @Anthony-Brown-95
CashApp: $DuendeProj

Thanks in advance.

T


Urgent Clarification!!!!

The Rip Up Reading I’ve been touting is next Thursday and the date is February 23rd.  I’ve been screwing it up in announcements.

My apologies. 

T


Rip up reading: full explanation

Link to a full explanation of what’s coming up…

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid0zAipVPeUxyVoKFPz4gz3FT8BQW3qr97tkvn864AK47D95Sgp4PvxqcJFmjrDxLQal&id=734760525


Yesterday’s workshop…

Yesterday’s Zoom workshop on “The Poetry Of Place” had twelve participants and was, I thought, pretty successful. I’ll likely do it again in the summer or fall, with some tweaks to timing of activities (and maybe some prework…) but overall I thought the conversion of a live session into a Webinar was OK.  

Next time I’ll include the use of a couple of interactive tools I use in my corporate work to gain some more immediacy in practice sessions. I wanted to keep things simple this time around.

Thanks to those who attended, and I’m certainly going to add more topics to the menu over time.  If you have any ideas you’d like to see, you can put them in the comments…

T


Last day to join is today, Jan 20, for Sunday…

“The Poetry Of Place” will be held via Zoom on Sunday, January 22nd, 2023 at from 2 PM to 4PM EST.

In this workshop, we will look at how incorporating vivid, arresting sensory imagery can stimulate and energize your writing. We’ll look at examples of such poems and at some ideas about why this kind of effort is vital to The Work regardless of genre. (While we’ll be focused on poetry, you can use this information in long fiction, short fiction, etc., just as easily.)

Although the workshop will include some writing exercises and opportunities to share, it’s not primarily designed to be a generative session; I hope that instead you’ll leave with some ideas and a sense of what is possible when you “ground” your own Work in a strong sense of place.

For the record? I’ve got 30+ years of experience as a trainer and workshop facilitator for various corporations, non-profits, and government agencies, but this will be the first time I’ll use those skills for a personally developed topic. It likely won’t be the last…

The cost to the general public* is $35.00 for the session, payable through:

Venmo:
@Anthony-Brown-95
(if asked for a # after that, it’s 4124)

or

Paypal:
tony.w.brown@gmail.com

Last day to join up is Friday, January 20. **

I’d love to see you there. Drop me a line through here or at the above email address with any questions.

T

*Patrons of my Patreon site in the $10/month or higher tiers may attend for free.

** For security reasons and to help prevent Zoom bombing, I will send participants the Zoom link once payment is made or (for Patrons) once a confirmation message is sent to me on the site.


Once again…

“The Poetry Of Place” will be held via Zoom on Sunday, January 22nd, 2023 at from 2 PM to 4PM EST.

In this workshop, we will look at how incorporating vivid, arresting sensory imagery can stimulate and energize your writing. We’ll look at examples of such poems and at some ideas about why this kind of effort is vital to The Work regardless of genre. (While we’ll be focused on poetry, you can use this information in long fiction, short fiction, etc., just as easily.)

Although the workshop will include some writing exercises and opportunities to share, it’s not primarily designed to be a generative session; I hope that instead you’ll leave with some ideas and a sense of what is possible when you “ground” your own Work in a strong sense of place.

 

For the record? I’ve got 30+ years of experience as a trainer and workshop facilitator for various corporations, non-profits, and government agencies, but this will be the first time I’ll use those skills for a personally developed topic. It likely won’t be the last…

The cost to the general public* is $35.00 for the session, payable through:

Venmo:
@Anthony-Brown-95
(if asked for a # after that, it’s 4124)

or

Paypal:
tony.w.brown@gmail.com

Last day to join up is Friday, January 20. **

I’d love to see you there. Drop me a line through here or at the above email address with any questions.

T

*Patrons of my Patreon site in the $10/month or higher tiers may attend for free.

** For security reasons and to help prevent Zoom bombing, I will send participants the Zoom link once payment is made or (for Patrons) once a confirmation message is sent to me on the site.