We are really becoming productive again
and it shows in every shiny pore of our tender skin
that’s been locked away from sunlight and community
The possibility of changing everything is still ripe they say
but instead we’re going into the office and oooh
it feels so good to do those same things again
the way we used to in the same spot that somehow
feels a little different and it’s not like we haven’t been
locked down to doing them from home except for the ones
that had to be done in the war zone itself along with
the blood jobs and the food jobs and the shit jobs and the death jobs
and even at home we worried about death a little more
and the kids thronged the house behind the makeshift workspace
and the kids needed teaching which was a second job
and the second job was a first job and the first job became a dull ache
and the third job was a dread and how do we comfort each other
when we can’t touch each other and tell each other it will be alright
when we don’t know how to be alright anymore
Except we’re really becoming productive again and that’s alright
What counts is what we are becoming
We have the opportunity to change everything
We have the opportunity to say we’re changing everything
including who gets to define what we’re becoming
We don’t have to leave that in those same old hands
The virus was as mindless and hungry and implacable as they are
No wonder they loved it so much though they would never admit it
but it also put a spotlight on us as the means of production
and in that spotlight is where we find ourselves now
This is how we could seize not just the moment
but our own definitions instead of slipping back into theirs
and becoming really productive again
with our kids thronging behind us
to sweat and die from the same old plague