Up and at it,
four in the morning.
I’m not an insomniac.
I just went to sleep early
and got up early, yet somehow
I am dismayed;
can’t imagine why
I’m being subjected
to such disturbances at
don’t get why birds dig singing
in “darkest before the dawn”
time, don’t get the junkie upstairs
rearranging furniture since 2 AM;
do not relish the too-loud scraping
of my bracelet against the shell
of my keyboard — the bracelet
I never take off as it speaks of
what you might need to know
if by chance you find me dying.
I suppose that’s also what I’m typing
at four in the morning: tales
of who I am and what you should know
in case you come upon me alive
or dying or even
one of those things is that
I am the kind of man who will get up
at four in the morning, get out of bed
and step away from sleep to ruminate
on the natural order: birds singing
before dawn; an addict unable
to consider others; a small noise,
metal on metal; a slight clatter
I’ve heard so often I only notice it
when I need to fold it into my art
and change it from random annoyance
to a metaphor for life and death
at four in the morning, late April,
spring beginning to spring just before dawn.
May 1st, 2021 at 7:29 pm
Yes, life with metaphors everywhere if we are awake enough to see them.