Recording session notes…

Good stuff.  Four tracks down:

Celia (finally; we’ve been performing this long enough without having a version of it recorded anywhere)

The Last Word / Revelation (the poem colloquially known as "Let’s Fuck," now wedded to an old love poem as its second part; heavy, complex slap funk from Faro and a sick bridge to the more melodic second section, modulated up from D to G and simplified.)

By The Numbers (the surprise of the day — a really old piece about a school shooting, something I stopped performing probably six years ago.  I pulled it out on a whim and Faro laid down a gorgeous chordal progression with harmonics on the bass that lent a strange air of meditation to a piece I’ve always thought of as fairly creepy. )

We listened to "Carve," the piece I’ve got posted on the Myspace right now and the first serious piece I’ve done with me on guitar. Decided that it’ll probably stand as is in terms of arrangement (solo guitar w/vocal, although we are semi-considering adding a bass line), though it will be re-recorded for production values, but it won’t be released until I figure out how to perform it live.  Reciting a poem while playing guitar is ten times harder for me than singing a song while playing; add my natural reluctance and insecurity about playing guitar live and this will be a daunting project.  Still, I need to do it.

We also worked on "Get Up," a piece from the bass suite that Faro wrote a while back, but got no satisfactory takes.  We’ll be rehearsing it more before trying it again — lines to tweak and timing to solidify.

A good session.  Feels like we’re back on track.  Nothing to post yet, as we’ve got mixing to do, but I like what we’ve got so far.  I suspect this CD will end up being far less political in content than the last one, if the stuff we’re working on is any indication. 

Later, gators…


Long day ahead

Editing work, then getting ready for an afternoon/evening Duende recording session.  Hope to have at least some rough tracks for posting later in the week. 

Gigs coming up:

FEB 3 — I’ll be reading at Teapot Gallery, Westfield MA, as part of the book release for the "Appleseeds" anthology from Sacred Fools Press.  7:30 PM, I think.

FEB 17 — Duende at GotPoetry Live, Blue State Coffee, Thayer St, Providence, RI.  8 PM.

MAR 2 — Duende at Stone Soup reading, Out Of The Blue Gallery, Cambridge, MA.  8 PM.

MAR 16 — Duende at the Dirty Gerund, Ralph’s Chadwick Square Diner, Worcester, MA.  8:30 PM.

APR 25 — Duende at SlamRichmond, Richmond, VA.  9 PM.  I’ll be running a writing workshop earlier in the day, too. 

I believe I’ll be adding one more in there somewhere shortly.  Stay tuned.

No release date yet on the book.  Again, watch this space. 


Unabomber Blues

I have this crazy dream
that haunts me from time to time
over a cup of tea in the late evening

when I’m watching the tube
or reading the news
I start to fear

that I’m gonna go
Unabomber
one of these days

Who needs the inconvenience
of a particular cause
when there’s so much to choose from

I’ll carve some intricate parts
Load up a box with tiny nails
Blow it up and laugh at the reporters

Maybe there will be deaths
Surely there will be maimings and investigations
and profiles that pin me down like a snake to water

I’ll only write my manifesto
after I’ve already begun
to make my mark

and when they finally take me down
I’ll go quietly with a leaden stare
into whatever hole they’ve got in store

for I’m committed to the plan
from conception through closure
doing my best to be an object lesson

on what happens when someone takes action
that doesn’t fit the mold of what’s expected
Everyone will stop

They’ll mostly deplore me
Some will adore me
And some will think me mad

But if it happens I should be forgiven
for my model behavior
These late nights have taught me

that someone will make themselves a scapegoat
at least once in any generation
that won’t acknowledge the extent of its sins

until the goat bearing them away explodes in the wilderness
It takes a pile of blood to make it happen
I’m afraid that one day if I offer my stinking back for the load

in my eyes you’ll see
just before you lock me away
the one truth that drove me to this

that a bad dream can happen to anyone
and in fact is happening to everyone
everywhere at once


Hey Worcester Folks…

Guess who just found and friended me on Facebook?

Chris Pirello, AKA Christos. 

He’s in Boston for the winter.  I’m going to try and get him out to say hi or something at some point…

Talk about blast from the past!


Proofs are back on the book.  This is a good thing.

One step at a time…

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Praise Poem Against The Grain

There are people who think
we should all write more,
one poem a day,
one thousand poems a day,
five hundred fifty five thousand poems a day,
one for every thought
that slips along our nerves,
excepting only the poems about poetry;
the belly full of meaning
poetry offers
should be exorcised;
the places it lives should be cut out of us;
we should never write of it or speak of it.

Well, today
I’m ill informed and half asleep.
I haven’t watched the news for a week.
I’m alone for the night
with no one but the cat curled next to me
on the fleece blanket
while a documentary on Crohn’s Disease
plays unwatched in the next room.

I could get up,
or I could stay here until spring.

All I have tonight
is the poetry of poetry itself,
a right whale inside me,
dangerous, endangered, rising island
within my body reminding me of marvels
that could slip away and never return.

There may be something else to write about someday
and the poem I write then may be fibrous, luminous, may hold together
on its own and pass from me without pain,

but until then, I’ll write one poem about poetry,
write it over and over again,
one poem for the blessing of knowing
that poetry
still exists in me,
even if it’s hanging by a thread.

Even if it hurts.


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Tonight at GPL

is the mighty Mike McGee!  So come down.

Please?
 


Inauguration Day

I have hope today and look forward to a moment of celebration.

I have little hope, beyond that, for the future of the world.  May I be proven wrong.  But I doubt that I will.


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Poetry readings:

–Tonight: Premiere of The Dirty Gerund, Ralph’s, Worcester, at 8:30.

— Tomorrow:  Mike McGee features at GotPoetry Live, Blue State Coffee, Providence, RI.  8-10.

I will be at both.


Observations

I listen to poetry with my eyes closed.  I even judge slams with my eyes closed.

I don’t watch poets, I listen to poems. 

I’d like to attend a reading where the poets read from behind a screen.  I’d like to do a feature that way, too.  At least once.

Most three minute poems would sound better as longer poems with at least ten-twenty seconds of silence built in to them.

Most poets I see at slam-influenced readings don’t understand how to use silence.

We fear silence more than anything else.  I could lose my eyesight and eventually be OK. 

But I would die if I were to lose my hearing.

I’ve said all this before.

There are 3,000+ poems in my archives, dating back to 1974.  That may be enough for one lifetime. 


What?

A CNN Poll says that King’s vision is fulfilled, in the eyes of many.

No idea what to make of this, on any level…from sample validity to what it may say about people’s perceptions to the racial divide in the numbers…just across the board, I find it odd.  Thoughts?


Been reading old chapbooks and posts…

mine, others, people I know, people I don’t know or knew once and don’t remember…

We all write too many poems,  with too many words, we repeat ourselves, spoonfeed our readers/audiences, are too literal, explain too much, work too hard to make sure we’re understood…

Stop.
Stop.

Just stop.

We don’t know shit and yet we keep teaching and preaching. 

STOP.


Lousy Poet

I’m a lousy poet.
I don’t leak emotion.
I don’t fall into easy fits of anything.
Sometimes I sneer at those who do.
It’s mostly because I’m jealous.
Jealousy is my tiger pit.
There are spikes in it.
I wiggle them loose.
Maybe I can build a ladder.
Maybe I can dig a ramp and walk out.
I think up a lot of strategies for escape.
I think all the time.
All I do with all this spare time is think.
Nothing I’ve done so far has worked.
I am a bad engineer.
It is alleged that being trapped is frustrating.
I do not know if that is what I’m feeling.
I do know that there are times I want to cry.
I want to cry because I’m trapped.
It is forbidden to cry over being trapped.
I don’t know who forbade that.
I know I can hear his voice down here.
I try to get that down in words now and then.
Sometimes it is useful.
Then I recall that I am in a tiger pit.
I recall that my words are unheard.
I go back to thinking:
Bad engineer!
Lousy poet!