Revised from 2009.
There are people who think we should all write more,
one poem a day, one thousand poems a day,
five hundred fifty five thousand poems a day,
one for every thought that slips along our nerves —
excepting only poems about poetry.
The belly full of meaning poetry offers should be emptied.
The places it lives should be cut out of us.
We should never write of it or speak of it.
What nonsense — to go into church
denying that church is worth discussing in church.
To refuse to cry ecstasy when ecstasy is upon us,
to refuse to explain what it’s like to those all around.
I’m ill informed tonight, and half asleep.
I haven’t watched the news for a week.
I’m alone with no one but the cat
curled next to me on a fleece blanket.
A documentary on Crohn’s Disease
plays unwatched in the next room.
I could get up, or I could stay here
All the poetry I have tonight is the poetry of poetry itself —
a right whale inside me, dangerous, endangered,
rising island within my body reminding me of marvels
that could slip away and never return.
There may be something else to write about someday
and the poem I write then may be fibrous, luminous,
may hold together on its own
and pass from me without pain.
Tonight I write one poem about poetry,
write it over and over again,
one poem for the blessing of knowing
that poetry still exists in me,
by a thread. Even if
February 11th, 2023 at 4:38 am
Wow, 😳 it spoke to me