I filled the feeders
and no sooner had I
turned my back
upon them that
the downy woodpecker
landed upon one
with me not being more than
a couple of feet away,
not yet even off the mulch
that surrounds them
in the front yard,
the front walk still
several feet ahead —
the concrete
that I’ve always seen as
demarcation, mine
versus theirs, and
when I turned back
to watch him, his red
patch bright before me
as he hammered so lightly
upon the seed block,
he did not seem concerned
and I was so honored to be
thus disregarded.
Daily Archives: October 7, 2022
Disregarded
Anathemas
Quieting my
breathing until
it can slip past words
longing to leave me
so it may sustain me
through the fire of
wanting to speak
but not trusting myself
to say things
softly or with precision
Slowing my heart rate
until it is no louder
than thoughts
of righteous outbursts
terrifying self-exposures
infamous last war cries
My best work
is destined to remain
imaginary because
to put it out there would be
to proclaim anathemas
intended to be seductions
and watching
the world recoil