Words to live by:
nickel and dime.
As in nickel and dime
all the way into next month.
As in nickel and dime me, lover,
all the way to the end.
Or one might say
a thousand cuts.
As in here’s a lifestyle
perfect for the man
with a thousand cuts.
As in to get to the core
takes a thousand cuts.
Maybe the next words
ought not to be words
at all. Maybe instead
the next message is
a backhand-slap
reimagining of
a national anthem,
any country will do;
you don’t get to sing along
because you don’t know
this melody. It’s not the one
you grew up singing.
It’s not what you were taught.
You’ve stopped sleeping and instead
wait for messages to come to you
in your dark bed. Your hope is that
the right one will come in overnight.
Your eyes sting in the morning
from eyestrain while
trying to read
something on the wall.