I wasn’t born
to be a sword,
to be the thrust point
of any fight;
I’ve lived a whole life
of blunted regret over that.
I was asked
to be a shovel,
to dig deep,
put in unsung work;
instead I lay there
dissatisfied, a waste of steel.
It’s not too late
to shrug off self pity of course,
but now instead of
turning my own soil,
I should help dig others’ gardens,
load them with compost
I’ve been hoarding
for a lifetime,
provide some hope
that what will grow there
will fuel the next generation
of steel.
June 6th, 2020 at 6:03 am
Beautiful, this is so beautiful. It made me tear up a bit, especially the first few lines. Just… wow. I can absolutely connect with this; I love the meaning and theme throughout this piece that delves into our own personal growth and what we truly seek in life. Excellent piece that is evocatively and eloquently written. ❤️❤️
June 6th, 2020 at 6:05 am
Thank you.