A hard lesson
from my guitar tonight:
my left hand’s become
a bald-faced lie
at which my
right hand cringes,
but it does not demand
the truth.
A body divided against itself
cannot sing.
I grind my teeth
and pick up the guitar again,
ask it at last to tell me
anything about what’s true?
I manage a chord, a small
simple chord, struck weakly but precisely;
start to recall, now,
what I know will actually heal
a damaged body; the willingness
to go through pain on the way
to the body’s rightful music.
I try again. I listen,
correct myself,
grind, chase the truth.