I gave a woman a baby once —
It was only a small one
but it felt tremendous
Didn’t foresee me turning into
Bobby Responsible
over that
but I did
For a while it worked well
Then that baby died
Left a baby shaped hole — a very small one
We leaked fast from that baby shaped hole
and dissipated
I came alone to Rockdale
to peel wallpaper
and beer labels
In a Rockdale apartment
down by the old mill
I think about that baby
who is somewhere babies go
when they’re not alive anymore
and about her
wherever she is now
I think she would not know me now
I don’t know what to call myself
Bobby Responsible may still work
but not the same way
