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Limbo

if limbo exists,
you’ll be required to register
as biracial before entry.
everyone will be indistinct,
and camps outside the borders
will crowd the fences, coaxing you
to choose one or the other, threatening you
if you dare to seem unsure of your label,
refusing to accept your protestations
that you’re neither, that you’re both,
that you’re something else entirely.

but under a cool tree in the dead center of limbo
a sage sits singing of the genius of fresh invention. 

he rises cross legged
still seated
into the air and says

there’s no reason to choose a road.
this is a destination of its own.

the ones outside the fence try to drown him out.
you have to crowd close to hear him.

when you look at the ground,

you’re astonished to see six inches
between your soles and the earth.

why, then,
are you so careful when you step?

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Call Center Incident

The first words
out of her mouth
are,

“why are you working on Thanksgiving?”

and I hold my tongue
instead of saying,

“why are you shopping on Thanksgiving?”

Later in the call
(which is far longer
than our four minute standard
and I’ll probably get written up for it)
she tells me

her son’s moved out of state
to be with his girlfriend
who has a huge chest
and do I think the XL or the 1X
would be a better fit?  I say

I would go with the 1X
based on her description,

and she says she also has a huge chest
and both her sons were always
tit clutchers, and she’s had long talks
with the girlfriend about that.

OK, I say,
and we’re running a special today,

as a thank you you can have
another one or two items
at 15% off,

she declines at first but then
goes silent,

I can hear the pages flipping,
she’s looking for something else to buy,
a perfect gift,
mentions the other son
doesn’t talk to her at all,

I take another bite
of the cold apple pie
the company’s so thoughtfully provided,
and I’ll be damned
if I hurry her along.

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Make The Bones

dig through bones left behind
when you’ve stripped away
fat
and bulk, skin
and shape

re-assemble them as you wish —
don’t feel obliged
to retain original shape —
trust that those who may see it
will see how it was and still
understand what you’ve made of it

for the sake of the overburdened
leave off the prattle
about beauty, soul, heart, crystalline visions,
exhortations to action,
overripe distinctions between
your varied sexual arousals
and the stink of your psyche’s
rotten moments

make the bones
do those things
instead
through the suggestions
they offer
of what you intended to say

(it should be noted
this advice has nothing to do with
ars poetica

it is the nature of metaphor
to make the thing it does not describe
more obvious through the subterfuge

you should know that)

for the sake of whatever you do
and believe in

stop making your profession
of those things
so complicated

make the bones the pure thing

we all carry enough
of our own remains with us
to dress them ourselves
from our own stores

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Thanksgiving Poem

thanks be to gratitude
for its very existence,

its ability to polish
the pockmarks of our

most sullen faces
into high sheen,

its strength as it pulls us
away from the solitary razor and lonely noose

back toward the crowded table
laden with a feast

we may have fretted about yesterday,
may regret tomorrow,

but which right now
is enough.

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Confrontation

radio
candle
mirror and movies
on the rack

witnesses
that may not know
how to testify

but
they see me
here

thinking of nothing

judging
the placement
of my
possessions

what must they think of me
crying poverty of experience
and boredom

while a hawk
hunts from the tree
just outside the window
raccoons are sleeping under the porch
and (the story goes)
no human on the planet
is less than six feet
from a spider

they cry

at least
turn us on
light me up
or look within

if you can’t be bothered
to step outside

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Letter To A Young Person

Dear young person:

Well, you’re dead,
and I’m sorry
we never got a chance to talk,
though you probably
wouldn’t have cared
to speak to me, and I’m sorry
about that too. 

People seem to love you,
still,
even though you’re dead. 
Did they tell you that when you were alive?
They all say they didn’t,
or they didn’t say it enough.
I’m sorry for that,
sorrier still
if you didn’t hear it enough
and can’t hear it now. 
I suspect you can’t.

But if I think you can’t hear it,
I ask myself,
why then am I writing to you? 
Perhaps
because you’re easier to speak to
now that you’re dead. 

Perhaps because
I’ve been there:
alone and listening in vain
for the voices that say,
“I love you…” in life,

certain I will miss them in death.

I wish there were more to say
but I can’t be sure you can hear me
and I’m tired of listening to myself
attempting to convince myself

that this has a point:

so enough for now.

But if you can hear me,
if you’re hearing
“I love you” as much as you need
now that you’re

there
where we don’t know what is needed,

I wish you’d let me know.

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A Little Taste

a little, a little
that’s all I need
a taste, a sample
a slip on the tongue

promise you more
will be unneeded
once I get
a little, a little,
a little more
than what I asked for
would be OK
if I don’t ask for it
though I’d like it

but a little,
a little bit’s enough
if it’s just a little more than a little more
than the last time
i needed a little, a little
more than the time before

a little while ago when i first got
a little taste of a little,
a little more than the time
before last
and I got to know a little,
a little, a little bit more
about the little bit becoming
a little bit more

a mound in my mouth
a stack in my pants
a little bit of bottomless heaven
and always just a little, a little more
than the last time
I needed
a little bit more

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Liars

In the city,
no one speaks of the nude gray boughs
of the street trees
or the frantic pre-snow scrambling
of the squirrels
or the rolling trips of the dead leaves
down the sidewalks
or the wind sticking its fingers
in our eyes

except as metaphor

for the lonely strands of our lives
not intersecting
except in random glances
or tossed off commentaries
on the threatening weather

we forget
we are animals
preparing to hunker down
in want and need
during the season

we do not want to consider
that urban
is another word for hive
or that urbane
is another way of saying
we lie when we are outdoors
and pretend we’re not
susceptible
to being
cold

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The Narrative

the narrative
is simple:

you’ve got natives
and their descendants
immigrants by choice
and their descendants
involuntary immigrants
and their descendants

crossbloods of all the above

and that’s it.

plenty of nuances,
tragedies, subplots,
myths, legends,
stories, tall tales,
obfuscations, and
damn lies disguised
as statistics roil
the air here,

but the narrative itself
sits under all of them

like antiphony
in the choir

tugging the earlobes
turning the head back and forth

never quite clear
but always present
cutting a channel
through the dirt
that holds us all

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Truth Beauty

Beauty is Truth, truth beauty, — that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.  — Keats

They’ve long since repaired the hole
in the storm door across the street
that was left when the big man
tossed the stone at his screaming wife standing on the porch.

It left a star shaped hole
that reminded me of the holes
we used to stomp into iced over puddles
in the parking lot of the neighborhood market.

Once, I saw Eddie Hope try to skate on one of the big ones
and his skate caught on one of those holes.
He bled all over the ice
and we laughed and laughed while he cussed us out

in eight year old terms with a handful of words he’d learned
from his big brother.  Both Eddie and his brother were dead
within years of that — Tommy from heroin,
Eddie from being dragged down the street

by a car that never stopped.  I think about them both a lot
even now as I see the house across the street,
the white fragile ice on the street,
hear the sound of brakes on the street —

the street that goes both ways.

Here’s what I know on this earth:  I love me some stars, love me
the sound of ice breaking,
see a little truth in the way things break.
Any stain is beautiful and honest

both at once.  A kid dies and an old man somewhere can’t forget
how he kept driving one night a long ago, following his usual path home
to his own kids and how he hugged them hard that night.
They still recall the hug.

Over at the house across the street
the couple who tried to kill each other
in June are apparently happy for now.
It’s getting cold as we get deep into November.

They paved our street this summer
and it’s clean as a slate, all downhill, no place
for a puddle to form,
but I’ll lay odds we’ll be prone to black ice.

Beauty is truth, truth beauty.
Someone’s gonna crash,
something’s gonna break,
someone’s gonna rise up.

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In Defense Of Pills

Pill head this morning;
I’m going to let it wriggle
on my shoulders.  Let the scalp
seethe.

Don’t know what to call
the beings inside, but they’re not shy
about making themselves known.
They’re happy today.  They telegraph

their desire for release.  I arch my back
and close my eyes while they’re looking
for a door they never find, running
between my hair and skull.

Living is a problem
that demands a chalkboard.
Think of the angels of the pills
as the sound of the chalk.

Their equations tell me
how to adjust, recalculate,
cipher through the fog.  And
all that tiny, terrible screeching

is just the small, miraculous annoyance
I’ll suffer, not gladly but willingly,
on the way to solving for
a theory of how I can

just get up
and get out the door
every morning, come home,
create, and then sleep through the night.

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Monkeys And Apes

1.
Apes are notorious gossips.  Monkeys, at least, will tell you off to your face.

2.
Many years ago, the apes of the East talked badly of the apes of the West, and vice versa.  Any time the subject of the other apes came up in either region, it was filled with suspicion and mythology, but in the vast middle of the continents, between the dissenting camps, the native apes who warred with them both just said, we don’t like any of you.  The monkeys thought this was hysterical.

3.
Monkeys and apes don’t get along.  Something about tails, the story goes…Gibbons sidestep the issue by having long arms.  They wave them like tails.  Some of the apes refuse to believe the gibbons are apes as a result.  So what, say the gibbons.  At least we aren’t baboons.

4.
It’s simple biology, say the apes.  Put a monkey in a room, the monkey will climb the walls, peel the paper off the walls.  That’s the beginning of literature, though, say the monkeys.  The apes sneer.  It’s just a mess, they say.

5.
Monkeys are cultured, dig boobies, drink milk by the gallon, watch Mel Gibson movies for tips on survival.  Apes prefer motorsports and bourbon, and the films of Ingmar Bergman, but only if they’re dubbed and not subtitled.

6.
A monkey sat on a couch and dreamed of airplane food.  An ape woke him up. I’m hungry, he said.  Cook me something.  Fuck you, said the monkey, piss off.  Do I look like a flight attendant?  I’m just a damn monkey, and I’m hungry myself.  But you don’t hear me asking you to cook for me.

7.
Apes and monkeys alike think humans ought to give up the evolution thing and get over it.  We’re insulted at the insinuation that we’re cousins, they say.  There’s no way we could be all related.  Except for the damn gibbons, maybe.

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Half Of The Beatles And The Who Are Dead

and if those dead
can play

if they’ve got a ghostly bass
two angelic guitars
and a spectral drumkit
wherever they are now

imagine that

(especially if they’ll let jimi
sit in now and then)

it’s thoughts like that
that make me hope

jim morrison is still alive

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Him

HE
woke me up

had to slap him around
until he gave up
bugging me for attention

between us
I think he liked it
and I will have a hard time
figuring out how to keep him
from doing it again

because I know he will
and I just can’t sleep
when he’s like that

tried to make him happy
with bedtime stories
and pictures and movies
but it seems

it just makes him want
to bug me
even more

damn him
and his demands

him poking his head up
at the worst moments

making himself known

as if I don’t have enough
to worry about
between work and money
and all this art begging
for release

like a relapse
to our youth
when he drove me
damn near crazy
always pointing out
what HE wanted

those days
I wanted it too
but now I’ve grown up
and I’m supposed to be
more in control

and still
HE wakes me up
in the middle of the night
first thing in the morning
add weird moments of the day to that
and it’s like he’s got
my number on speed dial
and can’t help but push it
press it
any time he sees something
he wants me to see

HE ought to know better
I don’t have time for that

or to make him feel
like I share his enthusiasm

when something catches
his single-focused
eye

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The Temple Dancer

this is not
about sex

except in the larger
all-encompassing
grand scale of the fecund universe
sense

the one in which
fire
can be balanced on her head
while she dances

and the audience
stops wondering when the veils will fall
and drops their own

with every gasp

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