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Strange segues

ITunes just delivered me “Stairway To Heaven” (yes, the Zep version–no cracks) followed by “Pope” by Prince.

Hmmmm.

And it just flipped into “The Immigrant Song.” Is it possible that Shuffle is telling me to get the Led out?

And how does Prince fit into that?

I just had a vision of Prince doing “Stairway.” With that pistolero microphone and the Pegasus guitar.

As if to reinforce the Freakiness Factor…I am now listening to The Pixies’ “There Goes My Gun.”

Hmmmm. Again.

ETA: pinata has posted that Prince is performing at the Super Bowl halftime. Let’s take bets: What songs will he be performing? I suggest we choose three.

I’ll start: “Darling Nikki,” “Housequake,” “Head.” Gotta go with the classics in order to make sure the crowd knows them.

Your turn.

AND, for the record: I took the MBTI test that’s going around as a meme…it said I was an INTP, which is what’s it’s said everytime I’ve taken it in the last 15 years. It also said I’m a “Loser” and they’re wrong…I prefer to think of myself as “success-challenged.”


henry digger

henry when you’re
done digging down there
you can come up and eat something

no ma no
there’s no time

in the corner
of the basement
a basket of tiny skulls
empty pumpkin pie crusts
henry’s slayer t-shirt

when you’re done down there
come up ya gotta eat

no ma no

that tunnel ain’t
going nowhere
come up and eat

ma there’s something in there
i gotta go

clink of thin bone against thin bone
a second basket dragged into reach

ma you never said
there’d be so many of them

come up henry
come up


Crow

I spotted the olive branch
and ignored it. It was not
my concern. Freedom
and disobedience went
hand in hand for me
back then.

I think most of you
believe I must have died
out there, tired
and partnerless above the water.
If that were the case,
how could it be that you still know me?

If you look around,
you’ll see my children everywhere.
This is how it happened:
I found my place
anyway, far from
the safety of the ark,

and there was another
of us there, one who’d been
flying for days, exhausted,
bedraggled, another
escapee. I comforted him
and soon we began the race again.

You do not often see us
alone now — sometimes
we travel in pairs, sometimes
in trios, sometimes in flocks.
We know the value of large numbers.
We will not live at anyone’s mercy

ever again. Freedom
and disobedience yet go hand in hand for us.
If you don’t believe me,
consider this: God kept me going,
gave me a mate, gave us a future,
and the doves are rarer than we are.


Quick recap:

I’m home and in the process of sorting out clothes and receipts from the trip.

Denver was a cool city, what little I saw of it. The conference room where I did the training had two full walls of windows and was on the 35th floor of a downtown building — I had a full view of the Rockies for the entire session, and it was hard to concentrate. Gotta get back some time and spend a few hours or more with friends like oni_express.

The taxcicab conversation I alluded to earlier was with a distinguished and learned gentleman from Ethiopia who’d been in the country since 1972. We discussed the world situation, the conflicts between Islam and the West, and the state of race relations in the US and how they’ve changed in his view. We were stuck in traffic for a bit so we could really talk. I love getting drivers with whom you can have a great conversation. Our best discussion was about his (and my) concerns that the overlooked variable in Iraq is the Kurdish situation — how Kurdish autonomy and the PKK werre viewed as a threat by Tukey, Iran, and others, and have the potential to be a slow burning fuse to ignite a far more widespread conflict.

Flights were uneventful, even if connections were a bit hurried. I did a lot of fast walking on already tired feet.

More later, gang — I’ve got paperwork to do if I want to get paid on time. 🙂


Networking

I have come to believe
that this is my one true place:
lying still in the dark, then leaving bed
to seize another few moments
of tapping fingers
and poisonous inhales, digging for
things to say when no one
is listening, hoping
someone will wake up
and respond. If you choose
to call it a pathology or
a yearning for love, I can’t stop you;
call it as you see it as long as you say it
directly to me. That way we can each sit
in our respective shelters, staring at light,
waiting for an answer.


I’m too tired to update.

suffice it to say i’m in the grand hyatt in downtown denver, staying in a suite, and about ready to collapse.

i had an interesting conversation regarding race relations in the US with the taxi driver on the way in from the airport, but i’ll have to address it later.

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb…


Done in Dallas

Last session complete. Back in the hotel room for a bit, then off to Denver.

I managed a first class upgrade for that leg of the trip — God, do I need it.

More from Denver later.


I’m up again

and figure I might as well stay up now…

Scanning the headlines, this little item caught my eye:

Seminole Nation of Florida to buy Hard Rock Cafe and Casino Chain

That’s a lot of money. Considering that at one point the whole island of Manhattan went for about 40 dollars worth of blankets and beads, I’d say that the state of Native American business affairs has changed a lot.

(NOTE: add sarcasm to taste.)

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I’m missing a sock. Anyone see it?

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I’m listening to my local (Boston) NPR affiliate while sitting in Dallas, thanks to the magic of Internet streaming.

In my car, I’ve got XM radio so I can listen to the same national stations wherever I am in the country.

I like my streaming radio, I like my satellite radio — but I do wonder sometimes whether or not there’s a diminishment of the sense of place inherent in all these technological breakthroughs.

It’s just like the sense of time. I used to be able to tell time by what TV show was on, and the idea of “appointment TV” was understood. We don’t have that anymore, what with TiVO, DVR, DVDs of series, etc.

Do you think the rise of reality TV and its live finales is related to the idea of trying to salvage appointment TV? The idea that people will stay home and tune in to see the final result?

XM has a slogan: “Everything, all the time.” I’m not sure what that concept means to us these days, even as it becomes more and more of a reality.

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I think I’ll go take a shower and get dressed.


Terrific night at the Dallas Slam

Like the subject line says…

The open mike was excellent. There’s a cat there named Sh-Boom who does some fun wordplay stuff — don’t always love the subject matter, but it’s well done and usually pretty funny.

A guy named Javier did a love poem that had hearts melting all over the audience, including mine.

Corbet Dean was the feature, and his two sets were great. His love poem trilogy was a nice departure. He’s a hell of a performer, of course, and tonight it shone through.

I read one piece in the open mike, doing “The Radioactive Artist” by request. I was struck and amazed, as always, by finding people in the audience who knew the poem before hearing me read it. I’ll never get used to that.

The slam was also quite good, and was won by Colin Gilbert who completely deserved the win. His MS poem is a new favorite of mine.

At the end of the night, I did “Mission Statement” which fulfilled a dream of mine. The Dallas slam has used the poem often in the past and pretty much everyone in the room knew it, so getting to read it in a room that’s made it a staple was a humbling and wonderful experience. It’s nice to know that you’ve touched people with your work, especially people you’ve never met.

Now to bed — got to train in the AM (setting up the room at 6AM!) and then off to Denver in the PM to do it all again. Whee!

God, I miss being home.


New MP3 up

The Myspace page now has a new MP3 on it.

It’s a hotel room recording of “Punk.” I need a good live version of it, but this will hold y’all, I think. Enjoy.

Thus ends my marathon posting day. Beddy bye now…


Walnut

I’ve spent all these years writing
and still haven’t found a good way
to work the word “walnut” into a poem.
Oh, I’ve written poems and had the word in place
but it never makes magic. I still try
but every poem with the word “walnut” in it
feels like the last one I wrote.

When I get on stage, I’m up there
saying “walnut” and it falls out of me
like a Christmas bow on New Year’s Day.
The people in front of me nod sagely
and tell me afterward how much they respect me,
but I still can’t work “walnut” into a poem
that will make me young in their eyes again.

I could say: I walk a walnut mile
every time I step into a poem,
I smell walnut on the butt of the pen,
I see walnut sides on my big guitar,
a walnut tree in the yard beyond my own,
but “walnut” as a conjure word
is beyond me.

Perhaps I should be glad
“walnut” resists my poetry, preferring not to be
a metaphor, preferring to be
a wood, a brain nut, a milk chocolate swirl
bent to an hourglass shape. Perhaps
I was never meant to make “walnut”
a magic word.
But I live in hope that someone’s
going to do it,
and that on that day,
I will die
exalting, a walnut stake
through my heart, my head
on a pillow of nutmeats,
brown leaves for a shroud,
my dry words blowing across the neighbor’s yard.


Boy, deja vu all over again

Some of you may recall that last year, just about this time, I ended up doing a meeting at the most overwhelming hotel/resort/convention center/monument to excess I’d ever been in.

Sumbitch, I’m there again.

http://www.gaylordhotels.com/gaylordtexan/facts/

Click around the site to truly appreciate the, um, grandeur.


the half breed speaks to his dying father

you never told me
how you met mom, why you married,
why you won’t tell me the date
you were married.

(oh, i think i can guess. but i’ll never
know for sure if you don’t say it.
and i don’t care, by the way. the way i see it
once you’re here, you’re here,

and it doesn’t matter much
what others call you because
you’re a bastard sometimes
no matter who you are most of the time.)

i grew up smart, and i was cool, i was everything
except what i wanted to be. i wanted
the stereotype — the feathers, the stern and stolid face.
then i gave up and tried to be you, and all i want now

is to know
at last
who you thought
i was.

what did you call me on the day I was born?
did you whisper
a potent name in my ear
that i never remembered, or that

you never said out loud again? should i be
thanking you or shaking you for the name? will it
kill me or make me feel better than i’ve ever felt?
did my fantasy have a root?

come on, dad. spit it out
if you know what my life
meant to you.
give me my footing before you go.


this week’s schedule

1. Leave for Dallas Tuesday @ noon.

2. Train in Dallas Wednesday and Thursday — replacing trainer whose father died

3. Dallas slam visit Wednesday night

4. Thursday PM fly to Denver — trainer replacement as above

5. Train in Denver Friday AM

6. Fly home Friday PM

Busy, but finally getting paid. 🙂


question

I haven’t done a Zero Point Zero column for a while, and am not sure if I will again — it doesn’t seem to me to add anything else to the Gotpoetry site beyond what Scott Woods, Victor Infante, and Deb Powers are bringing with their columns.

Do you think it’s worth it to bring it back? Be honest — I’m looking for real feedback here, not stroking.