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Ok, gang…the tour begins. Duende on the road!

Monday the 9th:

Slamicide, XandO, Baltimore, MD.

Tuesday the 10th:
Worddancing, Newark Arts Alliance, Newark, DE

Wednesday the 11th:
The DelaWhere Slam, Wilmington DE (I gotta get more/better info on this, huh?)

Thursday the 12th:
Final show in Cambridge with Adam Stone, Duende, Iyeoka, and Marc Smith with the Jeff Robinson Trio at the Central Square YMCA.

Chapbooks/CDs are ready. We leave tomorrow as soon as the CPAP device comes home.

Also, just for fun…

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See you somewhere out there, I hope…


New Chapbook’s done, at least the layout and master.

An expanded “Jim’s Fall” that includes all the pieces on the CD so folks get both text and performance. Kinko’s in the AM. How wonderful for Easter.

It’ll be available for the tour, too.

Going to try and sleep a bit now. I’m starting to get a little hallucinatory.


I had forgotten, after several years of faithful CPAP use, how awful untreated sleep apnea can be.

I avoided taking any meds because I was, frankly, afraid I might not wake up if I choked in the night.

And I choked in the night. Often. All night long. I’m exhausted and feel pretty sick from lack of sleep.

The good news is that the hotel found my equipment and is shipping it.

One more night of this shit for sure, possibly one more after that if they can’t get it to me tomorrow. I will make the tour and we will be in Baltimore on Monday for the show.


From last night’s conversation

Title for an episode of a Discovery Channel nature series:

“Thompson’s Gazelle: The Popcorn Shrimp Of The African Savannah”


I’m fucked.

Just opened my luggage to discover that I somehow completely spaced on packing my CPAP device when I left the hotel in Charlotte.

You know…the thing that keeps me breathing at night.

I’ve called the hotel and they can’t give me any info until the AM for a variety of absurd reasons.

If it’s found (and it had better be) then it’s going to take at least till Sunday to get it back.

I’m investigating loaners and such but it being a holiday weekend it’s going to be tough to pull off. Certainly, nothing tonight. I’ve called my doctor and the sleep center and no dice till Monday.

It’s going to be a hellacious couple of nights.

If I don’t get it back by Sunday this may affect the tour as I won’t be able to leave until I get my hands on one on Monday. FUCK.

I am eejit.


On my way home from Charlotte, 4 hours early. Yay.

Monster poem in progress. Seriously. Yay.

And for the second time in two weeks, I have accidentally brought a pocket knife (albeit a vey small one) with me in my carry on luggage. I’m amazed…thought I’d pulled it out at home but I guess I only thought I did. Last week I actually had two, one of which was significantly larger. Boo.

Think I’ll call TSA when I get home, or at least send them a nice e-mail. Since I’m already on their shit list for who knows what reason or set of reasons (ok, I suspect I know why, but that’s neither here nor there for these purposes), it probably can’t get me in any more trouble. (Famous last words, those.)

CYA..time to board. Yay!


small talk

happy
to be here.
thrilled
to make your acquaintance.
honored, really.
thanks.
no, thank you.

all you gotta
do
is ask. asking’s enough
to get you anywhere. another time,
another city. i’d be
lying if i said i wasn’t flattered.
you’re really saying
something there. i wasn’t
born yesterday. been there
done that.

i hear you.

it’s not like i needed
to overhear they were so
loud. whattaya gonna
do. you do what you gotta.
what you gotta do, you do.
it’s all there is. really
that’s all we’ve got, i hear you.

i hear you.

listen, you hear me, you
gotta understand, i don’t say this
very often.

i hear you.

thousand opinions in the wind.
everyone’s an asshole with one. every
asshole’s got one. you look smart
not like the others you look like
you know what’s what, you know what
i mean.

at the risk of repeating myself
at the risk of sounding stupid
at the risk of being misunderstood

i mean it
you
look good.

look it’s not like this
is a good place to talk
maybe there’s a place near here
we could get a drink
maybe your number
maybe another time

maybe someone will overhear

maybe the park
maybe the dark
maybe the thing i want to say

maybe another time
see you again

glad to be here
thrilled to make your
acquaintance


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God, I hate this intermittent insomnia crap.

But it does give me an opportunity to pass on the fact that my poem “Man At The Pharmacy” is up now in the current issue of the online mag “Breath and Shadow.” I found this site quite by chance and decided to submit a while back and am pleased that they saw fit to take this one; it’s close to my heart.

Read it at http://www.abilitymaine.org/breath/

And while I’m trying to get sleepy — and I can’t take anything to sleep because I’ve got to be up so FUCKING EARLY on top of all this — I am also trying to edit a mix for the Duende CD. Yup, we’re attempting to put together a full length CD for the tour — it’ll include “Jim’s Fall” but add in a few of the other pieces we’ve been working on, including some of the stuff we’ve done with Faro on nylon-string guitar.

Once we get past this CD, we’ll be working on the next batch, including (I hope) some pieces I’m writing for the project — up till now we’ve been setting existing pieces to music; it’s time to try putting new poetry to existing music. I’m finding it challenging but fun.

More later…back to the virtual mixing board…

–T


Another day, another business trip…

I’m in McLean, VA at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel.

Tomorrow I run a training program in the morning, then fly home.

Sunday, I run the Sacred Fools workshop for the Ballard Street Poetry Journal.

Next week, I do this again in Charlotte.

The following week, I’m on tour with Faro through Baltimore, Delaware, and Boston.

After that, it’s off to Toronto for three days and then a show in NYC on the 19th.

At some point, I’m going to get some sleep. It’ll be fun, I think.


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Mostly for the poets on the friends’ list

but anyone’s welcome to chime in:

What poetry are you reading and/or listening to right now, other than what you get here?


Food Network

Brother,
I gotta tell you, your
poetry stinks so
it sure must be good —
must be the marinade
you’re using.
I’d ask for the recipe
but then I’d want to use it
myself and that’s
out — no
copying what works, that’s
what I was always told.
Make it up yourself,
that’s what I learned coming up
and I try even though
my poetry doesn’t stink half as much
as yours does.

Let me
have another bite of that.
I like how stringy it is.
I like what you’ve done with its
obvious faults. I know I said it
was the marinade but now I’m thinking
it’s gotta be the heat you cook with —
gas, grill, electric? Never mind,
it’s not important, you just do
what you do and I’ll do the same.

You tell those kids to shut up.
Just because your poetry
smells like old people and
holocausts doesn’t mean
it’s not nutritious. I mean,
liver is good for you too and
that tastes like pure doom
even when it’s done perfectly.

Gimme another slice of that
stuff you’re serving, and spoon
some of that black juice it sits in
over the top. Maybe it’s the marinade
or the way you cook it, but something
in the flavor of it
reminds me of a good rancid
spring swamp and I guess
life’s gotta start somewhere.

You’ve got a real feel for this.

Brother, Jesus,
your poem stinks, stinks all nervous
like a whore in church, like
it did something dirty when no one
was looking,
it’s gotta be good for something.