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Fishnets and High Heels

I don’t know how
fishnet stockings
and high heels
work
but they do.

There’s a reason
cliches exist:
someone once called
a cliche
a fossil poem
so maybe
fishnets and heels
are fossil avatars
of the temple
of Aphrodite.

No matter,
getting caught
in the net
still seems to work;
a fossil
can always tell you something
about your life.

This one says:
You evolved to get here
but you’ve still got that appendix,
you had gills in the womb,
and it’s not so hard to believe
there may yet be in you
vestiges of a time
when it took a map
to get you where you were going.


I was going out to Westfield tonight

but I’m having some stomach issues that are keeping me, um, close to home.

The hospital called today, and I’m in the clear — they used a very different sort of device on me.

Yay.

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Anybody know if there’s a special glue used on skulls?

I just learned that John Travolta is playing Edna Turnblad, the role made indelibly famous by Divine in the original “Hairspray,” in the remake/movie musical.

I still wonder why this movie needed to be made into a musical, since the original was so driven by music to begin with (dynamite soundtrack, that one).

But hearing this particular piece of casting is really…something.

“My Tracy is a clean teen…”


Simplify

On a Sunday night long ago
while I was supposed to be doing homework
I stuck the point
of a cheap school compass
into a page, labeled the hole
my art and then swung
the flaking chrome arm
with its crunch-clamped pencil around
and around, calling everything inside
the circle Tony.

Years have passed and I have kept that Sabbath
holy.

It’s true that I know
there’s space outside
my limit. It’s also true
that I still don’t know what name to give
that line except that
the word for it has more
than two syllables and can’t
be pronounced more than once
in a lifetime.

Geometers
tell us that any circle that can be drawn
is only an approximation of a true circle,
which has no real dimension.
I could choose to believe them
and just erase the line,
but I’d still be stuck
with that cursed old hole.

So I tell them,

dare me
to step across that ancient and still unnamed line,
turning back to point and say
That’s been my work
and this has been my life.

Dare me to set a new point on the page
and charm myself a new circle.
The new hole will remain unnamed
because it’s only a means to an end,
Area will become my name
because it means nothing beyond cold description,
and if once before I die
I am brave enough
to call that new limit
Circumference
it will be because
at the last
I found that such simple answers
granted me the peace
to say just that
and nothing more.


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This is what’s wrong with art these days:

“i don’t know what it means but it’s impressive”

— comment posted in response to one of my poems on Gotpoetry


All purpose responses:

Apply as needed.

1. Fuck off.
2. Thanks!
3. Fucking people.
4. Chill, (insert singular or plural gender-appropriate term of endearment).
5. Shut up! No way!
6. Well, it never did that for me.
7. I blame (insert politician of choice).
8. In the long run, isn’t that what it’s all about?
9. I love you, no matter what you do!
10. It was in the bottom drawer of the old bloodstained chest in the abbatoir, last time I looked.

Feel free to add your own!


Two thoughts and a shameless plug:

For the record, I’m up early, not up all night.

1.
I think I’ve finally found a great metaphor/concept for thinking about political poetry and its current discontents. The most recent issue of Writers Chronicle has an article in it (and it’s not close at hand, so I’ll come back with particulars of author and dates later) regarding the state of modern political poetry. (With no recourse to slam issue or poets, either.) In it, the author posits a difference between “strategic” and “tactical” poems.

The former — the strategic poem — is defined as poetry that links the personal with the global, identifying the connections between mundane experiences and larger issues that forge links from the reader’s/listener’s mind and heart to the grander issues of the time, thus creating the possibility for empathy and understanding that may create the desire and action for change.

The latter — the tactical poem — hits specific issues head on, testifying, describing and prescribing action and exhorting change in the reader/listener that may or may not drive to action, but which generally don’t place the reader/listener in the role of anything but witness to the testimony.

Both, obviously, have their place. However, the article points out that as in much of modern activism itself, there’s an imbalance right now in terms of how little strategic thought is being employed in political poetry.

This rings very true to me, and goes along with how my own work seems to be evolving.

2.
My rant and disappointment with the youth slam last night shouldn’t be miscontrued as an attack on youth poetry or poets — in fact, I heard strong individual voices last night, but they seemed so buried in the mold of so much I hear these days that it was hard to discern them.

I don’t hold with those who want to cut such generous breaks to young poets in terms of their style and delivery. There are too many good individual voices out there who start strong, then vanish into the fog of imitation as they grow into the scene.

Every time I hear a poet drop into a gruff, abrupt one -syllable burst in a poem, I can hear Buddy Wakefield’s voice on “Convenience Stores” breaking through. I watch the pseudo DJ hands on kids who’ve watched too many other poets do it — kids who once got up awkward and shy on stage but were still trying to be themselves even as they became imitators.

It happens all the time. Stuffing too many words into three minutes because someone told them a poem’s got to fit between 2:30 and 3:10 — and doing it even when they aren’t slamming.

I volunteered to help with the youth slam team in Worcester last night. It’s hard — I will likely not help anyone win a slam; but I will help them be the best they can be as themselves.

Shameless plug: I’ll be the feature poet this afternoon at the monthly reading at the Brockton Public Library. Open mike starts at 3:30; I’ll be on after that. I plan to get there a little early and check out an art show there. Not a Duende gig, as Faro is playing a wedding this afternoon — solo stuff, a mix of obscure old and brand new. Love to see you there.

Over and out for now…


Stream of consciousness at the slam

War is bad. Sexism
is bad. Racism, homo-
phobia, classism, ageism,
meatism, donutism, boozism,
druggism…

there’s a poem behind this wall
somewhere, a lasting poem
smaller than a roach, big as
fun, charming as hip-hop or
blue suited SHARP, dogged
eared waiting for the next line…

chumpism, snarkism, lift every voice-
ism, jism’s too easy to use here
so it fits perfectly-ism, no more silence
in the face of anything difficultism…

someone has to say it: no more
evidence needed, give us instead word arrow, star finger
pointer, rumbledigger going deeper than
tactical, ditching up strategic faster than
imago can fly…

unitism, we ought to sing alike-ism,
comparisonism…

is anyone an individual anymore? drop
a pop reference like an ID card. let me
show you my space. no different face worth
bothering with…

let it bobism, cunnilinguism, narrowism, buy
your way to godism, growthism, wombism…

Christ, it’s always been so:
everything bad stands up against poetry…so,
fight back: do you know how to fire a poem
that shows me
you?


Listening to the youth slam at the Hut

We’re in the open mike at the moment…

Quick question: does anyone recall the meaning of the following words: metaphor, image, or allusion?

Just asking.

Also, this just in: War is bad. So is sexism.


Gaza

As of right now, the BBC is reporting that Hamas has effectively established control over the entire Gaza Strip.

It’s going to be a long summer.


Attempt

First, the water
was cold, then
so, so warm.

Afterwards, I
sat at the old kitchen table
soaking the carpet — baggage
heavier than ever with the wet
and still tied to my knees.

You offered me a piece of cake.
I shivered even as I took it
and tried to wash it down
with milk, beer, anything
but water.

Mind you don’t
stain things, you said.
I minded because
mind is all I can do.

I think about the cold
and the cake, the water
and the lovely old silt on the bottom
of the sound, the chafing of the ropes
and the things I carry when I walk,
anywhere I walk.

If I could feel instead of think
I’d still be feeling the warm. I’d be feeling it
in my stomach, my arms, in the rush
of it coming inside when I finally let go
and breathed.

Instead, I will take another piece of cake.
I think you’ve got the recipe down at last
but telling you that wouldn’t be me.
Instead, I will stain whatever there is.

Instead. Instead —
there’s a dry, cold world
on this side
of that sound.


Medical woes

It doesn’t remotely compare to what theklute‘s been through, but annoying and upsetting nonetheless.

A couple of years ago I had a fairly serious group of procedures done that involved a double hernia repair, removal of scar tissue from an old knife wound in my lower abdomen, and a few other things.

Since then, I’ve had occasional bouts of abdominal pain, but nothing so regular or debilitating that I did much about it. I chalked it up to age.

I recently learned that the mesh patches used in a lot of hernia surgeries are being recalled for serious failure problems. The symptoms they list are pretty similar to some of what I’ve been experiencing.

So I called to see if I could find out if I received the defective patches, and I learned that my surgeon has closed his practice — and from the tenor of the comments, it was because of malpractice suits. Not sure of that, still researching.

Now I’m trying to get through the red tape to get my records to see if I need the second surgery to remove these fucking things from my gut before they kill me with a perforated bowel.

Life. It’s what happens while you’re trying to live.


Massachusetts comes through

There are times when I hate being here — the dirt, the general unfriendliness, the Byzantine culture that makes it hard to ever feel like you belong…

And then there are other times…like now.

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las lloronas

years of watching
nature shows
and I can’t answer this question:

given the opportunity
will a predator
kill two at once?

imagine: somewhere
in central america
a jaguar is striving for a personal best

and prays (in whatever way
that big cats pray) that the kinkajous
fooling about on the forest floor

will stay still long enough
for him to take both with one
velvet razor swipe

but he is thwarted when
one sees him waiting and lets out
a quavering cry

(this is why they call the kinkajou
la llorona
the weeping woman)

and when the two
scratch their way up a tree
leaving the jaguar behind to curse

(in whatever way jaguars curse)
they weep with joy and perhaps
snicker at the loser below

imagine at night that las lloronas
the weeping women
honey bears of the canopy

tell stories to each other
of all the death they’ve avoided
at the jaws and paws of would-be overachievers

pausing now and then to whisper
of the ones who fell alone
and unwarned

there is strength in numbers
they tell each other
the jaguars can only kill us when we forget that

so can a predator
kill more than one at one time?
I expect they can

but only
if the prey
allow