Not having an answer
when you are asked how you are
makes you ruthless and honest
or maybe a little bit dumb.
The door in your chest
flies open and you rise,
hover above your chest
looking down at your body
which is still somehow trying
to figure out how to cover
all your bills. You’re outside of that
calculation right now. It goes on
while you are hovering. Maybe
you have died and the bills
will now be covered by your
not being present. If they ask you
later today how you are,
you won’t have a real answer
even if you fall back into the body.
How are you? Revenant. How
are you? Insolvent. How
are you? I’m behind the door
again so let’s say I’m fine.
I can’t complain.
Don’t let them know
you’ve been smothered
by the math. Don’t let
yourself know
you don’t want to be
a person anymore. You were never
that good at it. How are you?
I’m fine. And how are you?
May 25th, 2023 at 6:08 pm
I answer “Persevering!” Many people can relate to that, particularly grocery clerks!!!