Was any of the work
or expense worth it
for this:
plants destroyed
before the full harvest
by something foreseeable
and preventable?
Staring down
at what was salvaged
in the moment
and knowing it is also
likely doomed as this
has happened before,
all my Work appears to me
like this pile of mush
and cankers, yet I keep
planting again and again.
It’s a reflex now:
every morning, a reflex;
each seed, a reflex;
any tearing down, a reflex;
recriminations, a reflex;
rationalizations, a reflex;
detached leg still twitching;
one bloom holding on
as dead tissues
fall slack.
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