Recently spoke
in mysterious tones to
a dog on the sidewalk,
not expecting a response,
and I got none; the point
of doing so was to exercise
a sense I had not used
in years — the ability to sense
God in a dark brown inhuman
eye, to recall that divinity may be
a muted answer to a clumsy
question asked in an absurd way
to an impossible
respondent. When there was
no answer at all, I did not despair
of God’s existence,
instead choosing
to believe I was rusty
and out of practice
and with more time
would get it right.
I swear now to practice,
to ask every creature
and plant I see
similar cryptic questions,
and to then think
on whether any further lack
of obvious answers
from them speaks more
about my inability to understand,
about an actual nonexistence
of God, or about how language
is so often just inadequate
for important things. I will figure it out
and in the meantime try
to simply enjoy
the silence,
fooling myself that
is all the answer I seek.

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