Ever have one of those days where you feel self-destructive — not in the suicidal sense, but in the mood to do something that will cause a disaster just to watch the fun?
I’ve got a seriously cranky and fairly explosive local poetry issue chafing under my belt, but I do think the consequences of exposure of it are far worse than holding it in.
It’s like Poe’s story, “The Imp of the Perverse”, y’know?
Sometimes, though…
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ADDDENDUM:
Zero Point Zero tomorrow is just me goofing on vacation. Go have a snicker, if you like.
It’s right here, as of Friday AM: ZERO POINT ZERO

April 30th, 2004 at 11:28 am
falling down
i’ve got that feeling most of the time. especially when something good comes along and i want to fuck it up just to prove all the doubters right. i was pondering this with myself last night.
April 30th, 2004 at 11:28 am
falling down
i’ve got that feeling most of the time. especially when something good comes along and i want to fuck it up just to prove all the doubters right. i was pondering this with myself last night.
April 30th, 2004 at 7:00 am
i think the appeal is that when
everything falls apart, then one gets to put it back together. Or try.
April 30th, 2004 at 7:00 am
i think the appeal is that when
everything falls apart, then one gets to put it back together. Or try.
April 30th, 2004 at 6:17 am
Oh, I love that feeling. It’s like, you’re only watching from far away as you let things slide into shit mode. “Huh… what does pressing THIS button do?”
April 30th, 2004 at 6:17 am
Oh, I love that feeling. It’s like, you’re only watching from far away as you let things slide into shit mode. “Huh… what does pressing THIS button do?”
April 29th, 2004 at 7:44 pm
bc me?
April 29th, 2004 at 7:44 pm
bc me?
April 29th, 2004 at 7:15 pm
>Ever have one of those days where you feel self-detructive — not in the suicidal sense, but in the mood to do something that will cause a disaster just to watch the fun?
Every day. No, seriously. Every. Single. Day.
I think I spend a great deal of effort repressing this urge, and I’m not sure my doing so has proved entirely healthy.
April 29th, 2004 at 7:15 pm
>Ever have one of those days where you feel self-detructive — not in the suicidal sense, but in the mood to do something that will cause a disaster just to watch the fun?
Every day. No, seriously. Every. Single. Day.
I think I spend a great deal of effort repressing this urge, and I’m not sure my doing so has proved entirely healthy.
April 29th, 2004 at 6:44 pm
Re: Hmmm…
Sarcasm will get you a seat at the table with me next time I’m in NY.
April 29th, 2004 at 6:44 pm
Re: Hmmm…
Sarcasm will get you a seat at the table with me next time I’m in NY.
April 29th, 2004 at 6:43 pm
Hmmm…
Can’t say I’m familiar with that feeling. Nope. Not familiar at all.
😉
April 29th, 2004 at 6:43 pm
Hmmm…
Can’t say I’m familiar with that feeling. Nope. Not familiar at all.
😉