Saturday morning
and it’s too early or late
for fireflies, too cold for anything
really, snow everywhere came in
overnight, and more, much more,
slated for tomorrow. What it is
is Saturday and I’m sitting still
with a computer on my lap, Miesha
in my customary chair bathing herself,
now and then looking up to assure
that I’m not rising up to shake her off
her seat. What it is: Saturday
and I’m afraid of another long, long day
before me — just a trip planned to get
prescriptions, get all my drugs
for a week ahead; it’s so boring here
without a care except
for all these worries and concerns
about how this will possibly end,
what I could possibly do,
what legend or map key I could
possibly use to find a way out
to some place with fireflies, some place
without a cat wary of removal
from comfort, some place
free of drugs and worries and concerns
about how long I’ve got, about this going on
until an end comes up suddenly
or gradually; what it is, is a yawning slog
through hours, days, weeks
until there is no Saturday ahead.

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onward,
T