Travelogue

Here is a travelogue: if you look left
you will see Providence; look to your right
and you will see Worcester; somewhere
in between the two lies Uxbridge,
barely recalled now, barely there at all
in the fog around it.

A travelogue: the route was clear and the people there
less so. The way seemed clear at the time,
full of fire and occasional peace; now it seems
that it was unsure, and indefinite, and nowhere
close to the glorious march it seemed.

A travelogue: I didn’t know where it was headed and honestly
didn’t care, or rather was so sure of it going
its misleading way that I did not stop to question
any sign that it was false, or vague, or wrong.

A travelogue: now, now near the close of it,
I do not question it as I once did, do not think
to ask if I should have had another aim
to my life. It was what it was;
there was beauty amid ugly,
pleasure enveloped by pain;
there were those I loved
who did not love me back, and the reverse
was also true; all along the trees
kept faith, the dogs were faithful,
the ocean rose and fell as was described
from the first;

and I, I was
devoted to the play of things,
leaving only a small trace of myself
behind in my travels.

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onward,
T