At the drop of this season’s
first red leaf
I was no longer
what I had always been
and appeared
to those looking on
as something other than
surely human,
a figure obscured,
backlit by evening-slant glow.
Dear friends, fellow citizens
of this hard-changed world,
know how far we have come
and how far is left to travel;
know as well that I see you as
more or less the same way.
I assume we are still
the same as we were before
but, tempered now by isolation,
shifting light and cooling air,
we have somehow
moved closer to becoming
implacable, pure spirit; humans still
but now grimly enhanced
by a sense of how little time
we have left
before all around us
grows terminally cold.
October 22nd, 2020 at 7:20 am
Strengthened and deepened and humbled by the torture of self-reflection and increased awareness of our human frailty and self-deception.