Old saying: cheaters
never prosper.
In fact they do.
They always do.
I don’t know how to trust.
I don’t know why I should.
To ask for help
is to open my chest
and show all the knives
I’ve stored there —
not in boxes
or sheaths but bare-bladed.
Over time, nicks
have become open wounds
and I won’t show them
to just anyone.
I dream of canyons
the way some folks
dream of oceans:
I want to sit beside them,
stare out over them
for a long time,
then plunge in.
I don’t know why I think.
I don’t know why I’ve bothered.
Old saying: what goes around
comes around. If that’s so,
it takes too long.
What I know of desertion
would empty a book. I know this,
I have seen the library
where they are kept.
It isn’t cheating
till it comes around
and fills a book
with knives then
tosses the book
into a canyon
and calls it a day.
How does one prosper,
you ask.
One doesn’t,
I respond, all the way
down.
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