Alive Alive Oh

Accusatory glance.
Something I said.
I do not know her.  Does she know me?
Maybe I’m just another man who appears
dismissive.  Maybe I am,
and don’t realize it.  Don’t believe
it’s so — right now she
has all my complete and fearful attention
but listening is hard
when the language between us is this
fractured.  One word, two words, three and then
there are fifteen different meanings for each
and we are not communicating,
it’s a jaw clap fest at best. So,
I shut up and down.  Crawl into
the snail house inside, as far up
as I can go head-first.  Run away,
away, stay alive, alive-oh, alive, alive-oh;
crying cockles and mussels…maybe I am
being dismissive.  What is common ground anyway —
apparently not a song, not a folk song, not a good old
classic folk song, maybe there’s nothing at all —
when every bit of the culture has long smelled this bad to one
and has started to smell this bad to the other
maybe it is fine that we don’t speak.  I’d like
to think it is curable but I might be too dismissive.
Maybe it is fine if I crawl up in there and die.