As if there were not other options
by the score to choose from,
the overnight radio’s playing Nick Drake
at exactly 2:04 AM when I awaken
thinking about darker things.
Although I like Nick Drake’s music
I refuse to let him do my work for me.
I’m not going to contemplate desperation
and spiritual desertion while envying
his fingerstyle technique, because
I always end up pissed and reaching
for a guitar and after I’m still desperate
but looking toward getting that tuning right
tomorrow, and so much for that. So let it
not be Nick Drake. Let it instead be
Jackie DeShannon’s “Put A Little Love
In Your Heart.” God, yes. That works
perfectly. I start picturing Iggy Pop
singing it all Morrison-spit-take gruff
and no one believing
a word of that song ever again. Chase that with
ABBA or something — here, let me
get the dial — candied oldies
of a different stripe. Perfect music
for the darkest hours — because if you actually sing
of despair, you know,
if you can hold its lines
and wrangle it into song,
what you get is not in fact despair.
What you get is called, instead, “triumph.”

March 18th, 2012 at 7:39 am
I always have a problem listening to the radio when I’m thinking or writing. It just seems to interfere with everything I’m trying to do from the meaning right through to how the line sounds. Even chewing gum music grates my synapses.
March 18th, 2012 at 9:04 am
Yeah…I can’t listen to the radio when writing unless it’s absolute crap — top 40 or classic rock I’ve heard 50 million times. Then it’s just background noise and I can manage that. I actually find it easier to write with the TV on — really mindless shows or reruns I’ve seen many times. It works like a white noise generator for me.
But music I really like, something that engages me? Or a news show that’s covering something I really want to know about? Nope — my attention all goes there.