Daily Archives: March 12, 2011

Moanfully

A moanfully long
time for this to go on.

In the crickets’ legs,
grieving.

What a bright star —
no, that’s a can full of people

getting away.  If I could fly
I’d fly to them and knock

on the windows.  Wow,
they’d say.  What was that?

The grass hasn’t started growing
today, it awaits the sun —

signal to get moving toward
my eventual mowing.  (There it is again,

a death reference.)  God, I’m
boring myself.  Dating myself.

I’d never go out with me, who
am I kidding?  All this mope

and dim longing; all the snow
melting away, and all I see

is the trash underneath.  Spring’s
the hang-up season.  No reason

to weep, but weeping
is what works.  Ask the crickets,

who must be from Rome
and must be fireproof to have made

this a life’s work.  Must be
an alien song.  This doesn’t sound

like my planet, much as that
wasn’t my wishing star.

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Colors/Conflict

Red comes first, heat
among the rods and cones.
Then black, to hide
the humanity of the Other.
Yellow’s the final hue,
the cry of the flash as it
comes home.  We’ve got
red stripes, black ops,
yellow ribbons —
why does it feel like
we’re out of order?

Blue, blue water,
drenching fire; white, the
blank peace after.  Much
of the flag remaining
unused.  What do we see
when it waves?  We’re
the big bull.  Movement
and charge. 

I sit with my hand on my eyes.
Press hard on the sockets, bring up
red, call up black;
no yellow, no blue, no white.
Not now.  Only
the blind palette of hatred.
Only the colors of not feeling
the result.  It’s
exactly enough, like
a damned orgasm.

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