Daily Archives: February 7, 2011

Follow Your Bliss

Sunrise
a mistake, again.

Instant coffee in an old cup —
dishwater taste, faded designs.

Make a taut face in the bathroom,
a blade against my throat.

See this long line in my hand?
A lie, I suspect.

The door a puzzle.
Getting out today?  Perhaps.

Sleep all the way
through the deadly commute.

Ashes on the sleeve.
In exile in the smoking cold.

What did the book say
about my expectations? No matter now.

Tomorrow?
I’m not laughing. I won’t be.


A Typical Day

What to say
about today
when it’s just like
any other day — I

wake early.
Feed cat, drink tea.
Eat things as needed.
Read and

write,
and write, and write; in fact,
all the rest of the things I do
simply support the doing of
that. You might say
that on any given day
I’m a writer, it’s what
I am. What I do.
Any day I have,
is that day.

Somewhere in the ink
there’s another kind of day hiding
where I might be able to lay
off for a day, but I haven’t found it
yet. I write toward it
every day.

And yes, I make love now and then,
more then than now; and yes
I leave the house
and buy things now and then,
more now than then; love and
am loved, speak and am spoken to,
cry at appropriate times, laugh
when things are funny enough,

and close at hand always a guitar
as a break from everything else;
yeah, that’s a typical day —

and it goes on deep into the typical night.

But always, the writing
sits bedrock below it all;
cap on a magma flow
that burns and shines and steams.

A typical day
is about trying
to set that fire
like a gem
into dull metal.