Daily Archives: August 19, 2008

Hypocrite (was: Spoiled Priest)

It doesn’t matter
what you’re thinking.

You’re too small to think.
You’re too small to bother with.

One bad experience doesn’t make up
for a lifetime of ease.

You don’t get to say otherwise.
You don’t have a right to feel persecuted.

Still — you wanna be haunted? Looking for
an exorcism, but want it done by a spoiled priest

to make it feel slightly dirty
but still a bit legit,

strong enough for to claim absolution
but not strong enough to require penance?

You aren’t worth a ghost’s bother —
certainly, you’re not worth mine.

Keep looking.
And cross the street

if you see me coming —
I’m not your kind of confessor.


Breathing

The natural order
is this:

first, we breathe,
then, we cry.

Nursing, sleeping, dreaming,
eating, drinking, elimination

all follow,
but the breathing is constant,

will be often unnoticed,
will be sweet and foul equally,

continues through smiling, laughing,
writhing, crawling, walking,

reading, writing, eventually
sex and its attendant foibles,

compounded from everything already mentioned,
working — grieving and recovery,

losing, winning, parenting
and more of all the above, and still

the breathing continues, up until
it stops, forgotten at once upon cessation

along with everything else.
We create so much along the rails of breath,

marking the events
left trackside as being our truest expression

when the miracle
is measured in breath upon breath

taken in spite
of all the rest,

and in our continual recovery
from the first sharp cry we gave

after drawing the ripe tang of the world
into our lungs —

why do we focus on the crying and laughter,
desiring one over the other

when the breathing is what remains constant?
We are not made to be happy or sad forever:

we were meant only to breathe,
and to count the rest of it as mere consequence,

just the fruit
of the natural order,

just the rumble of a train
going home.


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