Daily Archives: November 23, 2007

Affluence and its discontents

you try to live a life
that will let you sleep
on a stormy night.

do whatever you will
to be comfortable
and something will still
poke into your back
through the mattress
as you lie awake at night
wondering,

what was that sound?

roll over,
slip your hand
under the pillow —
what’s there
and how long has it
been yours? where did it
come from?

do you think you’d use it
if you had to?

you’re positive
that someone’s looking for it.
you fear a lot
from both the haves
and have-nots,
but the most dangerous people
in any society
are the built-upons
and the used-to-haves.

so —

which are you?
are you either?
are you neither?
are you both?
are you a danger to anyone?
would everyone seeing you
agree? and —

what are you building?
what are you building it with?
who will you let through the door
when you’re done?

no matter the answers,
you’re always gonna wonder
about that sound.

lock up.


I will likely be unpleasant

for several days.

Every year, I get to read indignant letters about Thanksgiving on my various mailing lists and friends’ lists from my liberal and lefty friends regarding their disdain for the holiday because of the American genocide. I only hear about that disdain and concern then, of course, because November (and to some extent October, for Columbus Day) are the official designated months for Caring About The Native Plight, which is usually framed within some sort of reference to Sandy Creek, Wounded Knee, and a host of other historical tragedies. In tone, these letters and posts sound kinda like they’re lamenting the extinction of the dodo bird, except of course the dodo bird is actually extinct.

I also receive letters in my inbox from folks who exhort me to buy nothing today, consuming oil resources and cash money on electronic communications over boxes filled with heavy metals and toxins to urge me to save the environment through righteous non-consumption.

It’s cold in the Northeast today. I hope they have their heat off — all the way off.

I’m sorry if this comes off as mean-spirited and reactionary (trust me, o lefty brothers and sisters, I’m still Down For The Cause even if I call you occasionally on your inconsistencies). But flavor of the month bullshit makes me angry. It makes me sad and bitter.

It makes me crazy.


As a person with significant Native background, I just wanted to say that I had a great time yesterday among friends. In my eyes, what something is now may no longer reflect how it started. That’s how I treat Thanksgiving.

I know there were some folks on my friends’ list who posted about the Native genocide as a reason to not celebrate the holiday. That’s fine. I understand the impulse and honor the outrage — trust me when I say that I share it.

But I’m just curious as to the nature of outrage as I question why no one responded at all to my post a day or two ago about a current bit of Native oppression along the Texas/Mexico border:

http://radioactiveart.livejournal.com/659075.html

It’s not just about the past. It’s about the here and now, too.

With respect,
T