Daily Archives: October 31, 2007

Tourists at the WTC

We come, then go.
We gawk, we stare,
absorb it though

there’s nothing there.
No damage left.
It’s clean and spare.

When a planet shifts
we want to see.
We come, we lift

our cameras high.
We strike a pose.
We mourn, we sigh.

We were not here.
We’re glad we weren’t.
We wish our fear

gone with the dirt
and all the ash.
We feel so hurt

that all this passed
but then convert
our awe to cash

and buy a shirt,
a flag, a book.
We dare to flirt

with second looks
and our recall.
We think: we shook,

we cried, that’s all.
The hole is huge.
We did not fall.


NYC the day after

Sorry, gang. I deeply regret going. Tourists that afternoon, snapping pictures, getting pictures of themselves “with it”…

I will likely be asked to go back because class attendance was so low. I will likely go back because I need the money. But my first instinct was correct. It was severely triggering.

I appreciate everyone’s faith in me and your congratulations on my “breaking through.” But it doesn’t feel like a breakthrough, and honestly, I feel bad about breaking the promise I made to myself and to my friends. There are things more important than personal strength.

I do not understand why this continues to be a big deal, but it does.