two more days

till the anniversary.

it’s not bothering me as much this year, for some reason…maybe the fifth anniversary was the last step from immediate pain to the lessening of sorrow and the turning of grief into remembrance.

i still think it led me to where I am now…that it was the catalyst for so many life changes I’ve been through since then.

strangely, I will be at the company next week…got a contract for a couple of days of training there. I will visit the memorial garden, see what’s been left for them, and think of all of them…Tara, Susan, Robin, Christine, Neilie, Lisa, and Linda…

and that will be that, again, till the next reminder…