Monthly Archives: July 2007

Lady In The Harbor

she is just the Statue of Liberty to us
she doesn’t have a name of her own

we stole her name
when she entered the harbor

no “I am…”
for her

no sense of herself
to fall back on

so many names were stolen
from so many

but names
what do they matter

the Statue of Liberty
was born to watch over

things other than identity
wasn’t she

there are times when she wishes
she could run the streets of New York City

calling out for the ghosts of those she let pass
saying “Maria Gunther Luisa Michael

I remember who you were
when we met”

hoping one would turn
and say

“yes I remember you
with your lamp and your crown

your name was…”

she thinks this way
whenever the pressure of being forgotten

becomes too much
to hold in silence

she wants to lie down and sleep
one good night’s rest might help her remember

she thinks she might have been French
before we turned her turned into something new

she never wanted to be iconic
if it meant forgetting who she was


He’s out!

He’s curled up next to me on the couch right now.

He doesn’t like flash photos, so I think I’ll wait till tomorrow to show him off.

Glad he’s settling in.


I mean it, really…

I’ll post pictures of him as soon as he comes out from under the couch.

He was out for about two hours this early AM, yowling and nervous…but then he went back under the couch and went back to sleep.

He did eat a little, I think…hard to tell.


I hereby promise

to have at least one picture of my lovely cat Icchus posted here, if he ever comes out from under the couch.


I’m feeling ok this morning.

Why?

Because I’m going to go get my CAT!

He’s joining the household today. I have missed him. YAY!

Photos later…


Believe it or not, a new Zero Point Zero column…

Yup — hard to believe, but there it is:

http://www.gotpoetry.com/News/article/sid=5401.html

If you read it and feel moved to comment, please comment there on the column, ok?


After watching Bush’s speech this PM

Utne Reader last month had a couple of thought provoking articles that I think the Left ought to be tuning into right now.

One details the steady decrease in the importance and impact of demonstrations and public protests as tools for change.

The other (written by an organizer of Food Not Bombs) deals with the myth of the success of non violent protest (yes, including Gandhi) and how violence has actually been the deciding force in most instances of social change where nonviolence is celebrated.

Food for thought, o peaceful ones.


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It’s too hot to be alive right now. Maybe tomorrow?


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Two-Fisted Hating on Poetry

1.
Death’s poor cousin Poetry
comes begging.
“Loan me a line.”

Death says,
“I can’t believe we’re
even related, you shameless
bastard — all the material
available to you if you’ll just work for it
and you gotta pull this.”

Poetry
responds, “It’s not like you can’t
spare it…endless last words
in your ears all the time and
you can’t toss me a bone?”

2,
Moonrise-faced gray cat
in a dark window across the street:
instant poem.

No need now
to meet the neighbor
or get to know the cat at all.

Instead, cut up the moment, butcher
your life for the meat of it, break it down
to parcel and parse, wipe the blood off your hands
onto your lips when you’re done. Such perfect things
come from your perfect lips. Anyone hearing you speak
would think
the cat was real.


Truth I won’t admit

ocvictor has a regular column at Gotpoetry.com that keeps me thinking every time I read and re-read the work.

This caught me today:

… It didn’t much matter to me what happened to my poems. Light them on fire, for all I cared. Sell a few chapbooks to make some spending cash and supplement the retail book-sales job, get the ego boost from the crowd, flirt with girls and take a perverse sort of satisfaction from being outside the poetry establishment. Who cared if I wasn’t getting published in any of the big journals or didn’t have an MFA? I was rock ‘n’ roll, man. I was the fringe of the fringe. It was fun for a while.

I was also lying to myself. Little bit, anyway. Because underneath the bravado, I find I cared very dearly that someone was listening, that someone was reading. Underneath it all, I had some dim, subconscious impulse telling me that the only way these poems mattered is if they reach someone else’s ear.

Good reading. Good point. Crisis inducing for me, as always…

When I was young, I figured I was, if not immortal, then at least consequential; that I would be missed if I was gone. As I’ve aged, I’ve come to believe that isn’t true. I’ll be personally missed for a while, and then I’ll fade as the lives I’ve touched move on and find new things and people to move them.

But a poem may last. I keep hoping for something, anything I’ve written to be among the poems that last. I’m less sure than ever, but I can’t help but try for that.

I want to be remembered, if not known now; I’ve almost given up on that. But if I am remembered, let what lasts be something that transcends me and my name and my miserable life. I’ve stopped caring about Tony Brown; all that seems worth saving from this life is the work Tony Brown did. Even if I end up as “Anonymous” somewhere, in some table of poems, that will be enough.

Read more of Victor’s work here:


How to Succeed as a Failing Writer!

It’s better than success!


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Classic Rock

1.
Outside the tavern
a brokedown cowboy’s giving
bad life lessons
to a high school couple
sitting on the step
after finishing their restaurant shift.

His friend’s drunker than he is
and he calls Cowboy a “whiny bitch.”

He tells the kids, “Don’t listen to him.
He’s wearing a Yankees shirt
which means two things:

one, he’s retahded,
two, he’s a common slut,
three, he’s a weasel — know why
he’s a weasel? Because

he can suck the ass out of a chicken
and keep running.”

Then they go back inside
where the band’s playing
“Strange Brew.” The kids
get up laughing
and walk away hand in hand,
two hoodies heading for their car.

2.
Cowboy
does the airplane slide across the floor,
ends up standing next to a woman
in a slick gray dress who turns her back on him
to face the band, swaying to Janis Joplin.

Cowboy
throws his hands up and goes over to a pole
where he stands with
his head down as if he’d become
one of those silhouettes they use to sell
cigarettes to wannabes.

3.
Turn the radio on
in any city you can name
and it’ll pour out over you
like a big Western storm: Beatles,
Stones, Zep and the Eagles.

That humid sound,
flash flood that it was back then,
carved a channel that led
to tonight, soaking everything
in a bath that still feels
both familiar and fresh.

The whole of your life
may be circling the drain
but one twist of the dial
and you’ll find that water
has bubbled up again,
and what else is there to do
except dive in?

4.
Cowboy’s buddy
is face down on his table
when Cowboy comes alive
as the bass bubbles up
into “Brown Eyed Girl”
and he’s on again,
this time not caring about who’s
on the floor as he floats
out there alone, thrilled
that no one’s noticed his T-shirt
for an hour or so, and no one
thinks he’s anything except
a guy like them,
lost in a song
everyone’s been lost in
at least once in their lives.