Today so far in hugely trivial detail

— bed around 3 AM, helped by Rozarem and Ambien plus second Lithium dose

— wake up at 1:15 pm, said time helped by Rozarem and Ambien

— take Prozac, Lamictal, first Lithium dose

— eat something

— play guitar

— watch a little Law and Order

— work on a poem that’s probably a piece of shit

— check e-mails and answer a couple

— check Myspace and LJ

And that’s about it.

Ever wonder about the life of a part-time consultant/full time writer with mental illness? Ever wonder why I’m sometimes suicidal? There you go. Boredom is a dangerous thing.