i hate being sick

y’know, between handling the bipolar disorder and the sleep apnea, you would think i’d have a good handle on what it means to take care of yourself when you don’t feel well.

ha.

i’ve been sleeping round the clock, tis true; i suppose that counts. but i’m way dehydrated and a tad hungry too.

i did just eat a banana.

i hate that i’m behind on a bunch of personal/poetic stuff, and this isn’t helping.

so stress about being sick piles on to sickness.

i wonder if i’d feel better if i didn’t have this laptop and had to get up to use the PC? give me convenience or give me death, right? that was the choice?

shit: it’s a sinus infection, not a death sentence.

i’m such a wuss, eh?