Eight years old. There is
a giant moonlit boot outside my window.
I jump down onto
the instep, climb the laces hand over hand
past the ankle onto the silk stocking, then
discover fine hairs to hang onto as I
move up the leg.
At eight I have no idea
why I’m climbing the giant, or
what I’m climbing toward.
At twelve I get a clue
but it weighs me down so much
I keep slipping back to earth and
I have to begin again.
Tonight another boot sits there tapping.
I want to get past the presumed target.
When I reach the chest, I’ll raise a thumb and lunge
through the skin.
I’ll cling for years under the skin.
I’ll forget how to climb.
When (once again)
she cuts me out and
I fall like blood
splashing onto the toe
of her boot,
I’ll be eight years old
before I climb again.
