I keep swearing that I’m gonna take a break from this for a bit. I never do.
I need to.
I am in need of repair. My social skills suck. All I can think of is how much I hate the way this country is, the way the world is…the way I am.
I hate and I love and I fight past lonely toward even keeled on a sea of medication and none of the land up ahead ever looks any different.
And you know what’s really, really funny about all this?
All I ever have to do is slap the words “first draft” in the subject, and no one will ever know.

January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:39 pm
Hey Tony Brown –
No doubt you’ll be overbooked IWPS weekend, what with classes, events and old friends, but I hope I still get a chance to see you.
Heart,
L
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 8:37 pm
turn into a girl, and some of all this might make sense 😉
i’m glad there are honest, real people out there like you, and putting out there for everyone to see.
i hope you slide by into making it.
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 7:28 pm
Re: sunlight
doh! i just saw what you saw
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:46 pm
*snort* Not getting enough is definitely enough to make me cranky. Enough sunlight, SUNLIGHT!!
I am sorry you are feeling funkified. A good comedy, a good cry, ice cream? You’ll either feel better or turn into a girl. ;p
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:43 pm
Re: sunlight
::snort::
I didn’t see the subject as ‘sunlight’ right away so I was thinking that was quite bold of you Denise.
However, if I’m not getting enough (and I don’t mean sunlight) that plays a big part in my moods.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 3:01 pm
sunlight
are you getting enough? sometimes that plays a big part….and a few good brisk walks.
try it.
oh yeah, and a hug your way.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:20 am
ok. sounds good.
i’ll be around tomorrow PM.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 6:09 am
can’t wait to see the second draft ;-p
sorry i couldn’t touch base with you today.
i’ll try to call tomorrow.
hey, i know what might help…
i have a cordless nail gun.
what say i bring it on sunday & we take audence feedback to the next level.
i think the 2″ nails will do the trick.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:49 am
it doesn’t seem like much, but tea and slippers and a blanket and crying always makes me feel better.
maybe you have something like that, something that won’t make it better, but it may make the world seem brighter for a little bit.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:45 am
oh, thank you.
but honestly? i’ve whined enough for two poets lately. i think i’ll bear this one alone.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:44 am
Wish I knew what to say, except…I’m here. Call if you need to.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:23 am
thanks.
too much of something, or not enough of the other…or stuff the meds can’t fix, i fear.
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better
January 12th, 2005 at 5:22 am
i honestly don’t even read the subjects until after i read the posts. i’m sorry you’re feeling off lately. wish i could say something to make it better