my mother used to say
sing before seven,
cry before eleven. meaning
don’t let yourself be too happy.
don’t think about it. don’t even try.
give up the morning and settle for dusk,
and don’t imagine what it would be like
if the lights never came on again, because
there was never any power anyway.
don’t conjure
hope
you can’t handle.
don’t ask for mercy.
don’t turn your bed into a music hall
and expect a dance troupe to come through.
the arms of god are nearly endless,
some poet said. point being, of course, that
they do end. i should know, because god’s got me good —
that bricklayer’s
paw up in
my puppet hole.
but i keep my mouth shut, and i feel nothing.
i don’t even hum when i get up. i was well prepared.
mom was smart. i thank her every morning.
