Daily Archives: October 18, 2004

Revision to previous poem (NOTE: REVISED AGAIN 10/19)

Discovering Fire

we will all
spend half our lives
in some darkness or another.

some of us become so used to it —
sleeping, dying, sobbing alone behind
drawn curtains — that we
fail to recognize light.

from time to time
we pack up our cigarettes, our worrisome
habits and addictions, and go outside.
there, we pretend to understand the sudden
moonlight. we do not know that
we know nothing, that
everything we can see
is silhouette, shadow puppet, stick figure.

the streetlamps do little for us.
walls, roads, sidewalks, lawns seem grey and
smooth, a blur of sameness,
the contrast turned down.

we’ve got a long time to wait before we get used to this.

listen:
if you get to the edge of the neighborhood
before the rest of us, send some sort of signal back:
a sound maybe, or a scent; better yet,
something brighter than twilight,
something that will let us know
you’ve gotten there,
that will let us know
how far we’ve got to go
before we get to where
we can see what you can.

holler back if you don’t get lost,
or even if you do.


A short history of religion

it is not entirely unexpected, this
long night. it is a constant
in this world that we will
spend half our life
in some darkness or another:
sleeping, dying, sobbing alone behind
drawn curtains.

nevertheless, we pack up our cigarettes, our worrisome
habits and addictions, and go outside
where we pretend to understand the sudden
moonlight, but we know nothing: everything we can see
is silhouette, shadow puppet, stick figure.
the streetlamps do little for us. the walls seem grey and
smooth, a blur of plastered stone.

we’ve got a long way to go before we get used to this.

if you get to the edge of the neighborhood before the
rest of us, send some sort of soft signal back:
a sound, a scent; something that we might see without
smoked glass in front of us. let us know how far we’ve got to go
before we get used to the idea that there are colors out there.

wave if you don’t get lost, or even if you do.


My one and only Red Sox post…

Maybe Red Sox Fans Enjoy Their Pain


We are about to…

migrate to XP here at the Big House, better known as corporate headquarters.

That’s right: Fortune 500 company on NT.

On Wednesday, we get our new PCs…if we have one that needs to be upgraded.

So I got down on my knees and checked out my beast…which I’ve never done before because I made some assumptions…

and it’s a PENTIUM II. No, that’s not a misprint.

I’m assuming that means I’m due.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Hey Texas — the Supreme Court just ordered a review of your redistricting plan because they’re not sure it’s constitutional.

Not surprisingly, it doesn’t touch it for this election.

Convenient, eh?


Auto-erotica (gak! shoot me now for that one)

Driving
cars
we wish were
bedrooms
we can drive and
stay in bed
all day
with their hot hoods and
their back seats
their leather and their
horsepower
in dawn just past sleep
or in dark of morning
we drive
in daylight or at
dusk these
cars scented with
romance where
love is secondary
and warm steel
on bare skin
seems
a wedding of form
and function and
rutting with
pumping gas then brakes
then gas
again
until
baby
I can sleep
while you
drive