New meds/dosages kicking my ass tight now, so don’t expect much…
900 MG Lithium (unchanged)
40 MG Prozac (doubled)
50 MG Seroquel ( new — heavy duty anti-psychotic; in this low dose, designed to stop the mania that’s keeping me up nights)
I feel like a zombie. But I took today off and wrote. That was good.
More when I can focus.
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12:30 AM: guess what?
It ain’t working. Shit.
I took a whole pill on Saturday night and slept for 18 hours (thus explaining why I didn’t make it to Asylum semifinals).
Shit again.
I’d like to be more eloquent, but I think that sums it up better than any poem at this point.
Dark Matter 
May 10th, 2004 at 8:26 pm
But I took today off and wrote.
for the record, i am totally jealous.
best of everything to ya w/ the new regimine.
xoxoxoxox
May 10th, 2004 at 8:26 pm
But I took today off and wrote.
for the record, i am totally jealous.
best of everything to ya w/ the new regimine.
xoxoxoxox
May 10th, 2004 at 8:26 pm
But I took today off and wrote.
for the record, i am totally jealous.
best of everything to ya w/ the new regimine.
xoxoxoxox
May 10th, 2004 at 7:40 pm
Just Hang In There Pooh
Thinking of you.
You are so brave to be out there with this.
Hopefully, this will all be over in a few weeks
for you. I hope so. The thing is to
get your sleep.
Ever hear the Lou Reed song, “Heroin.”? We can
just change the words to Seroquel or Risperdal,
or Desyrel…and pop instead of drop.
“I don’t know…which way
I’m going.
But, I’m gonna try
for the Kingdom if I can
’cause it makes me feel like
I’m a man (to pop instead of
put a spike into my hand).
SERRRRRRRROQuel
I wish that
I was born 10,000 years
ago.
And I wish that
I was on a
GREAT BIG CLIPPer SHIP
SAILING FROM THIS LAND
HERE TO THAT
ALL IN A SAILOR’S SUIT
AND HAT.
SERRRRRRRRRRRRRRO-QUILL.
– Lou Reed (with diversions)
May 10th, 2004 at 7:40 pm
Just Hang In There Pooh
Thinking of you.
You are so brave to be out there with this.
Hopefully, this will all be over in a few weeks
for you. I hope so. The thing is to
get your sleep.
Ever hear the Lou Reed song, “Heroin.”? We can
just change the words to Seroquel or Risperdal,
or Desyrel…and pop instead of drop.
“I don’t know…which way
I’m going.
But, I’m gonna try
for the Kingdom if I can
’cause it makes me feel like
I’m a man (to pop instead of
put a spike into my hand).
SERRRRRRRROQuel
I wish that
I was born 10,000 years
ago.
And I wish that
I was on a
GREAT BIG CLIPPer SHIP
SAILING FROM THIS LAND
HERE TO THAT
ALL IN A SAILOR’S SUIT
AND HAT.
SERRRRRRRRRRRRRRO-QUILL.
– Lou Reed (with diversions)
May 10th, 2004 at 7:40 pm
Just Hang In There Pooh
Thinking of you.
You are so brave to be out there with this.
Hopefully, this will all be over in a few weeks
for you. I hope so. The thing is to
get your sleep.
Ever hear the Lou Reed song, “Heroin.”? We can
just change the words to Seroquel or Risperdal,
or Desyrel…and pop instead of drop.
“I don’t know…which way
I’m going.
But, I’m gonna try
for the Kingdom if I can
’cause it makes me feel like
I’m a man (to pop instead of
put a spike into my hand).
SERRRRRRRROQuel
I wish that
I was born 10,000 years
ago.
And I wish that
I was on a
GREAT BIG CLIPPer SHIP
SAILING FROM THIS LAND
HERE TO THAT
ALL IN A SAILOR’S SUIT
AND HAT.
SERRRRRRRRRRRRRRO-QUILL.
– Lou Reed (with diversions)