In the clear
with Robert Johnson,
his hellhound
far behind for once,
a crossroad up ahead
but it’s noon and with nothing
left to deal
there’s not much fear
of encountering anything more
than a bit of traffic.
It’s all so ordinary.
You would think
that having Ghost Bob
silent at my side,
his Kalamazoo slung caseless
across his back,
would be reason enough
for fear sweat — no.
He’s a comfort, with hand
on my shoulder, a nod
for every choice I make.
On the rare occasions
he sits and plays, almost never
a blue note’s heard.
Once I begged him
to stop and bend a string or two
for my sake. He turned away
and played twelve bars
of what he still had inside,
and I broke a little.
I’m still broken — hence, this journey.
I feel a need to apologize
for making him
give me that
when he so clearly
wanted it left behind him
with the big black dog,
with the hat tipper
at the last intersection
who had mocked him
for going somewhere,
anywhere,
as if he could outrun
his Creditor
by simply not playing
the blues.
We’re stuck together,
Robert and me,
by our compulsions
but not today,
today it’s by choice
and the sun’s out
and Bob plays
“Every Man A King,”
a song neither of us
believe in,
but it’s fun to pretend
now and then
that we can’t hear
the Dog behind us,
and that two roads crossing
is just a mark on a map.
