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Red (fragment)

Red,
scarlet or crimson
or even nerve-tingly
red, nameless, without
a calling — just a color
inside of a closed eye
when pressed; cells or specks,
whirling dervish-sense,
dots flowing
in a river; blinded as to
where it flows into;
red as poppies
for memory, red as
roses to bring forth dead,
red as rust on used tools;
runner-up in a race
finally won by other shades,
other colors; red
color of second victory,
final red, bent head
over wasted knees, hair
matted with blood,
drying to brown as
air touches it, as it
is foiled.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
onward,
T


Nights Of Summer

Nights of summer?
I don’t recall. Or I do,
but not perfectly. As if
they were coin-slotted
and I lacked a dime to complete
them. As if all I needed
was a dime.

Now it’s autumn
seven months since.
I don’t have a dime to my name.
As if all I needed
was ten cents, shiny ten cents,
to make myself whole, if ever
I was whole.

My left foot drags just a bit,
a wee bit. Memory drags
a touch more than a bit. As if
a dime would correct me, as if
I could get my foot to follow.
It’s more than a dime will buy.
It’s more memory than I’m
currently allowed.

I see islands across
blue water. My memory
sits on each island waving
to me to come get it. Not
frantic, not anything other than
resigned. As if a dime’s worth
of land was all I needed to walk
over the shallows and I’m
holding back.

I am holding back,
afraid of the depth
of the water that looks
so shallow and vivid.
As if a dime’s weight
would be enough
to drag me down —
a dime’s shiny, shallow weight.

Nights of fall are coming;
winter is closing me down;
I’m going to need more than a dime
to get over.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
onward,
T


Cold Stars

In cold weather
there is less twinkle in the stars
and if cloudless
the night will be colder
and offer even more stars
to burn almost as steadily
as the planets, and if
you stand outside
and look up, you 
will be more aware than usual
of each breath.

Each light will feel
sharp, and each will clean you 
from the nose all the way 
down into the lungs. If starlight
was oxygen you might be able
to feel how much was contained
in a given breath,
feel it long enough
to recognize what was being 
scoured out of you
as you inhaled and exhaled.

In their places in space,
in their true fiery forms
far above the posturing
and wonder of humans,
the stars burn far above
our symbolism

and meaning,

but until then, you and I
and everyone else
will stand out here
with our heads back
watching them burn,
feeling it as pure cold
with every breath 

while hoping
that this one time
something we can feel
being pulled out from us

will be replaced
by something better.


Such a Table

There’s a table
at which no one has ever sat,
an ingenious table of sliding parts
built of zebrawood.  Turn its top
and the top expands
to take in leaves and turn
from table for six
to table for twelve.

The table sits in a museum
longing for a feast.  It longs
for a warm room
and earthenware plates
heaped with good hearty food,
rough woven napkins
and thick silverware and wine,
so much wine.

It longs to be spread open
in a hurry as the hosts call out
to the hungry outside,
“Come in, of course there’s
plenty for all, and
of course we’ll make room for you.”

What such a table wants from us 
is function.  It wants to hold
and groan under the weight
of that blessed holding.  It cannot bear
to be admired as idea, as concept —

such a table needs to be full.