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Elephants And Guitars

Look at all the sleeping elephants in this room!

Everyone knows they are there.
You can’t miss them,
can’t move around and find a comfortable place
to sit.

They stink, they snore,
and those infernal trunks
keep dream-slipping
into our pockets and pants.

The problem, of course,
is that everyone here is practicing
their lead guitar skills.  Everyone
wants to be Hendrix, rip and tear
the sky, fly recklessly up and down
their necks with the amps turned
all the way up.  You don’t have to listen
to anyone, not even the elephants,
if you play lead guitar.

We line the limited wall space with our eyes closed
and tolerate the elephants’ intrusion
while we shred and never hear a thing.
Superstars, all of us.  And when the beasts
rise, start to rocking our tunes, tear shit up,

we’ll blame the bass players,
the drummers, the rhythm sections,
the vocalists who got on the nerves
of the sleeping giants and made them angry;
not us and our Godlike soloing and screaming,
ego stroke pick rakes, hammer ons, pull offs,
dive bombs, distortion,

our eyes closed, our noses in the air,
our backs against the smashed walls.

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Dreams In Review And In Action

Last night, I dreamed a series of numbers.
I don’t gamble, don’t play the lottery at all;
they meant nothing to me.  Some dreams
don’t mean anything to the person who has them,
and when it happens to me
I wonder if I had someone else’s dream.

I have high cholesterol, I know; that’s my gamble,
along with my fat-assed lifestyle and of course
the steady diet of smoke.  This morning I wiped out
every egg, piece of bacon, and hash brown potato
in the house.  I feel great; that’s my dream, always,
to feel great.  Even if just for a moment. But I’m almost
out of cigarettes, so “not great” is looming.
There’s a lottery machine at the convenience store
where I buy my butts, so perhaps I’ll try a new dream
while I’m there.

It’s easy to say that I’ll play my numbers
and try to better myself that crazy-odd way
and maybe I’ll get everything I want all at once.
But it won’t happen.  I’m not that guy.  I don’t gamble
except on an early death by heart disease or stroke,
and that’s not really a gamble: if I do this, this will happen
at some point is a near certainty, something
to look forward to like

next month’s elections, about which the morning news anchor
said, “in one month exactly, we may be electing
a new crop of leaders.”  This must be her dream,
it’s certainly someone’s dream that such a thing
will happen.  It’s not one I share, by which I mean
I’ll believe in their leadership, or that it will be
all that new, if I live to see it, and as I crunched
down the last bite of so-good, so-deadly bacon,
lit an oh-so-expensive-and-dangerous cigarette,
I confessed another dream to myself

that I had sincerely hoped I would not.

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Breaking News

Rich misunderstandings
full of bile and consequence —

frosting
on a rotten cake.  People

stare across barbed cable
at each other, standing on soapboxes

built on fear, on arrogance,
on ignorance and outsized grievance —

wailing
you don’t know me, how dare you,

you’re not my kind —
who are among your kind?

Look like,
think like, bleed like,

weep like, feel like.
Like’s got everything to do with it,

and like is so brittle now
it breaks easily on a letter of law

or practice.  In the sulfur cloud
that dusts up after the word snaps

we lose each other.  We can’t see
how like we are.  We can’t sense

each other in the poison twilight,
and everyone’s got a knife.

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Economic Policy

The money’s got legs!
It’s heading for the door.
Stop it!  Tackle it and wrestle it
and make it submit

or seduce it. Lick its ears
and if you’re inclined that way,
its chest and groin. 
Make yourself believe
it’s love. 

One way or the other
you’ve got to arrest the money’s
escape.  Detain the money
and lock it in a secret prison.
Torture it if you’ve got the stones.
Make it give up secrets you can’t trust,
pursue unproductive lines of inquiry,
then come back and slap the money around.

The money speaks a foreign language.
You’ll need a translator, one you can put
utter faith in.  Listen to what it tells you!
It’s terrible how much the money knows.
It’s not possible that all your secrets
are in the money’s possession. 

All this would never have been necessary
if you had just cut the money’s legs off
when it was young. 
It would have just laid there.
It wouldn’t have caused you any trouble at all.
You could have outrun it
any time you wanted to.

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A Game Of Chess

Old friends Abner and Jeremy walk to the park
with a borrowed chess set.

Upon arrival they open the small chest of pieces
and discover them shattered —
shards of black and white in a jumble.

No matter, says Jeremy, we will repair them
with glue and then begin our game.

Abner suggests that they have before them
a unique opportunity —
they can rebuild the tiny warriors
to new specifications, reassemble them
while changing their shapes.

That’s silly, Jeremy responds. 
If they are reshaped,
we will be forever confused
as to how the new pieces correspond
to the old ones, and our play
will be disrupted with dispute,
pondering, and dissatisfaction.
Better to make them as they have always been,
according to the venerable traditions of the game.

Old fart, stick in the mud, says Abner.
Here we have a possible new world,
and you desire the continuation
of the ancient regime.

Back, forth, argument, counter, parry, thrust —
and eventually, a settlement:  they will rebuild
one side to standard form, the other will be
refashioned, and the player of the new men
will be trusted to tell the truth and remain consistent
as to what each represents in this unaccustomed game.

Did you bring glue, they ask at the same time.
Neither has brought glue.  Who could have known
it would be needed?
They will have to go home and do this overnight
and return tomorrow to play.

This is more trouble than it’s worth, says Jeremy.
Agreed, says Abner.  Let us instead blame
the son of a bitch
who gave us this abomination to deal with,
and find another set to borrow
from a more trustworthy source.

Yes,  we will do that, they agree,
and arm in arm and armed with righteous anger
they march off with the ruined game in hand
to find something that will let them play as they are used to,
comfortable that they have done what they can,
and to confront someone to hurt for the inconvenience
they’ve suffered.

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Peace Talks

“The most immediate hurdle:
getting the two sides into the same room.”

That seems so obvious: I can’t even keep track
of which one feels more aggrieved

or which has more right to their pain,
as if pain was a fundamental right.

Then again,
that’s the fundamental problem:  that each side

feels its right to the title of victim
has been more compromised.  If God or anyone

knows how to tally that, he or she
ought to weigh in with something

everyone can agree on, a bar graph
explaining how much blood has been spilled

across the ages by the gallon, and have them
initial it, the way the doctors gather

and initial a body before they begin to cut,
claiming their territory, making sure they’ve got it right

and that nothing unnecessary happens. 
But that’s at the very least unlikely.  Instead the two sides,

drunk on anger and history, mistaking skin
for parchment and bone for flagpoles,

will likely slash with sharp pens at imagined borders,
then stand up thumping their chests

from the butcher block
to huff away into their bunkers and push pins into maps,

maps that will bleed again soon enough and spoil the carpets
in a safe room where everyone once gathered

ostensibly to heal faraway patients who, as always, will wonder
when they’ll ever be asked into the meeting room to speak

of a third side, the one made up of bodies
covered with mazes of bold initials and jagged scars.

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House To House

Not one of the fifteen cops on this street
suggests I go inside
when they walk by me
with their shotguns and dogs.

I’m not the man they’re looking for
but they are in my backyard
with shotguns and dogs
looking for a man with a gun.

I’m incidental to the search.
They ask me if I’ve seen anyone
and how long I’ve been out here
in the rain under the hood of my car.

Have I seen anyone? They are in
my backyard with shotguns and dogs
and a news crew’s interviewing one of them
down at the corner while I watch.

They haven’t seen anyone either,
not catching any of us on tape
as they watch the cops look for
the man they’re looking for

under porches and in our backyards.
We’re incidental to the search
for a man who shot a woman through the neck
in her car one block from here.

We’re just cannon fodder.  We’re not the people
anyone is looking for or speaking to
except to ask if we’ve seen anyone,
anyone at all, in connection to the incident

that none of them will confirm or deny has happened
no matter how often we ask them to tell us
what happened.  What happened?  On the Web they say
a woman was shot, police are seeking the assailant,

her identity is not being released,
she’s in critical condition, the suspect’s description
just says he’s a black male of unknown age
with a gun in his waistband,

but no one in our backyards
will tell us that as they rush past us
talking only to themselves
with their shotguns and dogs and cameras and radios,

as I work on my car in the rain,
as if nothing that could possibly interest me
or anyone living here
has happened today.

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Burning Books

Our pastor told us
that the books of the Devil
must be burned,
so we burned them,

and their released words
grew into elongated sparks
that soared from the fire,
small birds of prey
with flesh in their claws,
disappearing almost at once
once they cleared the sphere
of firelight.

We rejoiced then,

but some of us awakened later
from sweat-damp beds
with those birds digging at our ears,
trenching into us as they sought
the sour meat they knew
must be there.

We met next day
and told each other
of this in whispers
over breakfast,

leaving out the part
about how, just before we’d been
torn from sleep,
we each had had
a thrill ride dream

of marching feet
and whirlwind crosses
and satisfaction
at what we’d made together;

satisfaction
as thick as smoke
curling above
a chimney,
a fallen tower,
a pyre.

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Chupasasquatch

Meet the New Colossus.

It’s coming to suck your marrow,
kill your livelihood,
wreck something you built,
and probably wants your women too;

builds its nests in woods
and swamps and hollows
where you were planning to build
a condo development;

shows up in your headlights
when you’re trying to get somewhere
and leaves its thick hair all over the place.

According to legend

it has either been here since before
the first white settlers,
is a recent entrant
from across the border,
or was dropped from on high
like a curse from aliens;

the only thing you know for sure
is that you’re terrified
and you need a name for what scares you
so you’ll watch some television show
and some authoritative voice
will offer you an explanation
so you’ll seize on that

until a scarier one comes along.

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Overheard In America

What loves me
I call American.
What hates me
I call out as not that.

What I love
becomes American.
What I hate
stumbled over the border.

~~~~~~~

Who is that new American
in the window looking in?
Shall I hate or love him?
Shall he remain my countryman?

~~~~~~~

I am the American
in the window, shopping
for belonging.
I fear it is out of stock.

~~~~~~~

To hell with that word,
“American.”
New, confusing word.

I came here
before they made that word
for here.  It matters not
what I’m called,

and I don’t hate you for insisting
that I should care,
for all that I’m sure you’re wrong.

Before I was American,
I was mountain.
I was early light on the mountain.
I was dawn in my own house
illuminating my own walls.

American
describes a wall I can’t light.

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The Gulf

Out where the oil is on fire

the dead fish
of the Macondo well
lift and fall on the swells,
burn like dollar bills
in our pockets
that long to be spent.

We count them,
shuffle them,
keep a ledger of them,
toss them into a collection plate

like the single lamb on Abel’s altar.

Think of how
that day ended,
of Cain cursed;
think of his greased face
and a brand new word, murderer,
aloft in the smoke behind him
as he ran off with nothing in his pocket,
then think of how we have remained so willing
to spend any blood but our own
for the comfort
we think we are owed.

Maybe
Cain knew this was coming
and tried to stop it — 
Cain, a lucky man
who had somewhere to run.

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Volumes

This morning
I was trying to listen
to a spider dropping down
from the lamp to the couch.

I thought that if I was
silent I’d hear
a sound like a fishing reel
unwinding

or the thin scrape of
hands on a gold line
as if a climber were rappelling
toward me.

There was nothing,
not even the sound
of my heart
in my ears.

Because the noiseless
does not exist for us
in our loud nowadays,
I killed the spider.

It was like killing nothing
because I did not hear it scream,
and my heart did not scream
either.  It may have vanished

a while ago — or I may be growing
deaf.  If that’s true,
my God, how will I ever
be modern again?

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Impartial Observers

That lump you can see from here?
That is a nation on its belly.

It may be motionless.
If it is moving, it is crawling;

if it is crawling,
it is crawling toward where it believes

it should be: high on a mountain.
Some in the nation believe

they are standing tall, others
that they are crushed flat

because those who believe they’re standing tall
are standing upon them.

Maybe, though, no one is crawling at all,
and no one is completely still;

maybe what we see is the ground
sliding away from beneath them.

How is it that we have come to be here
watching this?  What place is this

where we can watch such a thing?
They seemed so far away,

once upon a time.  We’d thought
we’d found the perfect spot to watch this happen;

now it seems that we’re approaching
the place they’re approaching,

and it seems as well that the footing where we’re standing
is beginning to writhe.

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Artistic Endeavors

Withdraw
into your beautiful lives
for as long as they will last;

see the Grand Canyon
or Macchu Picchu
for the first time, or again;

sit and read a book of lovely poems
that excite in you the longing
for creation or at least experience.

Forget, for a moment,
that there are those who long
for the violent sting of hurt

that lets them know they are alive;
who steal their moments
of beauty from others, who create

the fear that puts peace
into perspective.  Forget them
because to recall them too closely

or too often may lead you to consider
a truth or two that you have forgotten
about invention and art: that some

of the greatest art ever made
is laid into the backs of swords
and guns, that there are suits of armor

that are etched as delicately
as any gemstone’s setting, and that
men recreated the Sun here on Earth

strictly to keep from getting too close
to the others
they desperately wanted to kill.

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Reform Legislation

In the corner of the weedy lot,
one brick and a restless crowd.
Something needs to happen.
A wall needs to be built
for a new house or a fortress.
If this brick were a harmonica
perhaps a song could be written.
But it has no holes or reeds.
No music in this brick
without a hollow log to bang it on.
No mortar or even mud here
to bind it to another brick
which is also not present.

A few members of the crowd note
that one could sit for hours making lists
of things needed for something to happen
if one only had pencil and paper
to record them on. 

While this is happening,
windows in towers on all sides of the lot
fill with onlookers wondering
when someone in the crowd
will realize the brick
can be used a missile.

Should we do something,
they murmur among themselves? 

We should.  We should hide
the sand and mortar and the wood
one could use for making doors
or battering rams for knocking down
existing doors.   Someone down there
is going to figure it out soon enough
if we don’t take action. 

Let us do that, then.
We can talk about how to hide it all
before we begin.  There are differences of opinion
but we all know what must be done,
so let’s agree on this:
that no matter how we disagree,
we can’t let anyone
in the mob outside hear.

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