Daily Archives: December 6, 2015

The Word

Originally posted 8/29/2010.

Your voice finds its word
and it’s suddenly bigger than you are.

You’re carried to the top of its eruption…
now you’re lava, ash, sticking to cars and walls.

The word builds a cone so steep, you’re going to slide off,
become a refugee fleeing it…then you stop and admit

that to be honest and ruthless with yourself,  
you always knew you were a nascent chimera, an embryo dragon. 

You just didn’t know how to exhale the burn,
or how to be
all your combinations at once.

You choose the next word,  your voice suddenly so ponderous
that settling it down is a little like asking Atlas

to move just a little,
just to make the weight bearable.

The sea is now boiling ahead of you.
It’s time for the next word.

Admit it.  You are lost to this, lost to
the hot sugary drug

of not caring
where the word goes next

or about how the voice
scars around it.

Whenever the volcano stops pouring
and smoldering is home; wherever it stops

is when and where you can claim 
the name you’re making of yourself.

You’re not ready for it yet though you can feel it,
a coal upon your tongue seeking its perfect fuel.


Do Not Human

Tired of all our words
being about ourselves and other
people.  Not only tired of
the bad words, not just tired of
the good words; sick of all the words
being put into service of our selves
and our venal yearnings.

To be or not to be,
to do or not to do,
whether we should do it
or someone else should,
how much we are loved
and how much we love in return;
all too much.  All unworthy of
one more weary attempt
at squeezing art
from the commonplace, 
the pseudo-universal — 
we are so little of what is.

To give up the pursuit
of human meaning,  
the exclusive chase for
human justice
and human peace, 
to end this unceasing gaze
upon human, human, human —

here’s a rock. Tell of its
inner life, its mineral dreams.
Here’s an oak log rotting in 
the deep unraked leaves 
of old growth. Speak of how the decay
feels to its empty cells, to the molds
and fungus inhabiting it. Perhaps
these last small patches
of grey, ragged snow may offer
a unique perspective on the advent
of Spring, some point of view
unheard till now.  Get an ear on these
and listen. There may be new ideas here;

listen. There may be a new urgency here;
listen. There may be a need for
entirely new language here,
it may require a new brain; if so, listen

then grow whatever’s needed to get beyond 
the tired trope of human; it can’t hurt
much more than what we do now hurts,
and it may not even work — in fact
it won’t — but it may be that
this attempt, this translation, is
what we were put here to do,
and for the love of all 
that’s yet to be seen as holy
if that is the case
there’s so little time
and so much left to be done.