How hard is it to be
this, to be me?
Very easy on days
when there’s enough
lemon sunlight
or clean-scented rain
to keep things fresh
and moving; other days,
it’s a chore moving one lung,
let alone two,
let alone keeping up
with my cardiac rhythm,
and when it is like that
weather has no bearing
on how long I lie in bed
after waking up
only to have my head
convince the rest of me
I have not slept at all.
Take this morning,
for example — I haven’t looked
out the window to see
what is going on and
I likely won’t — so take this morning
and run. Take the whole day —
I won’t miss it.
Daily Archives: November 20, 2015
Take It And Run
The Imaginary Fable Of The One-Legged Flamingo
Originally posted 12/30/2014.
Pretend there’s a fable
about a flamingo born
with one and only one leg.
Pretend this bird somehow survives
the vagaries of indifferent
and unrelenting nature
and becomes an adult.
Pretend few ever get close enough
to offer solace or support —
after all, from a distance
no one would be able to tell
the bird was born missing a leg.
Pretend a one-legged flamingo,
unable by definition to switch
to its other leg when
it grows tired of standing still,
must fly more often
than its counterparts.
Pretend it’s not at all farfetched
that such a bird could truly survive.
Pretend the fable has a moral:
to those from whom much is taken
much is also given,
or
unending fatigue in living may draw out
an urge and capacity to soar,
or
perspective and vision may come to one
as compensation for grievous wounds.
Pretend that it matters which words are used.
Pretend like mad
that the chosen moral
is strong enough to keep
the flamingo from drowning
when one night it finally
is so exhausted from the cycle
of unsteady standing
and desperate flight
that it descends
though there are no
shallows in which to land.
