A man
in an apartment bathroom,
stabbed,
dead.
A man
in a store backroom,
six hundred miles away
from the first man,
shot and also
dead.
There is no connection
between them
beyond the narrative thread
the producers spin here and stretch
between these bodies as if
randomly chosen deaths
may develop a meaning
when described together,
something to touch those of us
untouched beyond
the present moment’s discomfort
at hearing their loved ones wailing
at the revelation of these murders
that at some distance
make up our afternoons,
fill our empty hours.
So: two men.
Both dead;
one Black, one
Mexican. Both
between the ages of
twenty-five and forty.
Each mourned now onscreen
by relatives
unwilling to talk
to the police, who also now
serve our entertainment as well as
our social order.
They appear weary from playing
the roles, but do not
relent or walk away until
someone suggests
a mundane plot twist:
a robbery,
a drug deal,
love stories gone
spontaneously wrong, personal
revenge:
these victims never die
for esoteric reasons, for cult
sacrifice, for conspiracies;
the murderers,
when found,
are just as mundane
and often
break down under interrogation
that calls upon
Jesus and rationalization
to explain it all
and they often
cry and the cops
high-five or thank each other
before heading home to
loved ones, weary but
vindicated.
We change the channel,
weary but vindicated:
fear and entertainment
are best found
out there, not in here;
out there among those others
is a world of one
casual and boring murder
after another and so
we swear anew
to love our police
and honor them
in one series marathon
after another.
